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Friday, August 17, 2007

7:37 AM

17AUGUST2007 ;

sorry ! didn't blog for so long , i'm too tired to even blog . seriously , i'm lack of time . anyway , let me start the post ..
too much things just happened in this moment , i really brokedown . and , i've .
oh , let me say this .. go to farhana,jialin&sheena's new blog . they're advertising abt wat they have done =) do , go pass by and see . thankyou ..

let me start the real post .. this will be a long POST =)
bear with it .. all my stupid stuffs .

having trg this few days , have vb inter-house also .
okay , so wat's up ?

RELATIONSHIPproblem ;

i still can't accept the fact , that i've lost you .
i admit , i can't get over . & i still loveyou ..
it may not be shown , yet i do . and of course ,
you're always in my mind&heart . i've always been wearing your ring ,
since that day i said iloveyou* . and i promise , i do .
nth can change the fact , yeah .. it's still the truth .
and , how can i ever accept the fact that you're with one of my sister now ?
zzz , i didn't blame both of you .. yet myself .
i did a bad job as a galfren . i was wondering , is it all my fault ?
since the day i brokeup ? seriously , i didn't blame any of you .
and no offence =x . i'm not saying you bad .. i just felt weird .
so why should i drop tears & even think of you ? just because you've carved yourself ... deep in my heart . yet you don't know , and took it that nth happen .
i'm still sorry , for everything i've done , if you think i've hurt you .
then blame it on me , i can't be that good for you .
yet , everything still end the same , with tears everyday , it hurts me .

FRIENDS problem ;

Come on , you're the one that keep changing .
and changed til that kind of person ppl don't know .
and don't regconize .
come on gal , admit if you've done .
and to think , you really did =x
it's so hard to believe it ..
the little memories that i've been keeping it in mind .
so wat's the point of us dropping tears for you again&again .
to think that , we even care that much for you .. you didn't notice abt it .
and you don't even know . so ? we're trying so hard , with ways&stuff . to try to savage this FRIENDSHIP ! nth works .. it still came this way .
maybe , giving up is a good way .. so that both parties won't hurt .
you know how much we used to trust you ? now .. we can't even TRUST you any longer ..
you've been leaded by the Devils .. the never ending devils have brought you somewhere elses .. that leads you like this yeah ? God knows what have happened ! so , get back yourself . as a Christian , you'll never lose out to the evil ones ..
God's power is always larger than them ! BE BACK YOURSELF , FIND BACK YOURSELF !
you just simply changed to a two-faced girl .. ppl are so fearful of you . trying not to get close to you . cause you're SCARY ! you used to be so nice&sweet and caring . a teamate that are so perfect .. but you changed into someone i didn't understand .. no longer .. we won't give in any much , we've give in alot ! seriously , lots .. =/ treasure or not ? up to you . things will not get back the same . change back bah ! it'll be better by then .
WE'LL NEVER SHED TEARS FOR YOU ANY MORE . WE SAID , WE PROMISED .
NEVER - belive it or not , up to you . we've GAVEUP . you forced us to =(
two headed snakes ? get off then .

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allrights ! no more ~
let me go on with better stuffs .

Jiahui treated me&Yeeling&Xueting to sushi =D
LOL , nicenice ^^
let us use food de-stress uh ? =)
so niceeee lah .
omg xD .

picpics !
of those nice food (:

this is those pics .

xiexie ni ,
be by my side ;
through joy,laughter& even sadness !
through thick&thin . thankyou buddy ,

Yeeling&Xueting .
thanks for being by my side ;
since we're teamates ..
found the true friends instead ,
xiexie ^^

today sch had vb inter-house .
wah , shuang lor !
though lost , by score was 13-15 .
like , so damn near !
i helped to have 9 points ^^ super happy lah !
last year lost til siao can ~
this year , lost de hao kan =D
goodgood ! 2a+1a rocks .
HAHA , kay lah .
Mdm Leow wan me join vb ! LOL ,
i'll never . i love badminton (:

takecare peeps XD .
off i go ! to ..
SLEEP&STUDY . nights <3333333 .

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