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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

6:24 AM

14AUGUST2007 ;

HAPPYTWO MONTHS TO FARHANA&HE STEAD =)
then go on with ..
sch ? fine lah :D
but i very hardworking today lor , i dunno why eh ^^ keep doing&doing .
but still slept during english , but i still did the work . i swear okay (:

haahh , and stuffs go on .. i'm rather packed today .
erin played the dumb game =p
walao , if i've chose 2 more . it would be him ! =x
OMGOSH. nevermind ~ suan liao ): no yuanfen .
hais .. zzz !
but still . allright . go on to trg , haha .
tired luhs :x physicalphysicalphysical , i'm down soon lah .
i've alot to say today ..

it's the time . when i've to face smth real sad&hard to let go .
it's harder than any decision . even harder than relationships ,
yet i still made this choice . after years&years of hardship .. i still givenup .
it been 7 years when i fought for the place in the team , i told myself .. i'll get&must get into national youth team when i'm 13 . that's wat i told myself .
and to be the best in the sports , i strive-d for 7years ! 7 years ? and i can't imagine .. i gave up , just because of my body . that are so fcuking useless . giving me problems when it's not supposed to . and to my horror , i've forgoe my chance of taking part in the international swimming . ): i can't . i've been waiting for these moments . like hell long , yet i wasn't given a chance to . no , no more . 7 years goes just like that . i can't give up =( i'm still striving til i can't , i'm still trying to be the best . i've done that for 7YEARS , how can i simply just say no ? it's complicated , in the end .. i still have to . like , so diff . i'm too sad , to think abt anything . tears just keep rolling . i've been fighting for this glory , it yet to be happened . the greatest acheive wasn't huge enough =/ i hate it . everything ended ;

my swimming life .
i guess , it's ending soon after the carnival .
will end =(
no one understands .. leave me alone .
i need peace ,
God ; help .

`GWENNDOLYN -
she has been striving very hard , yet no one gave her a chance .

&the beauty.

Gwenndolyn Tan
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