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Friday, July 11, 2008

11:48 AM

well , have been quite busy this week. Went training , but knowing there will be more to be out. hmm , so what can i do ?

felt kind of bad to leave the team for quite a long period;
Apologized. sorry ! Sigh :\

then met up with dear , when he's out. hahah , at least we still got the chance to talk. he's leaving soon again tml. zzz , doesn't like the feel of being left there again. got to wait for another four days , but five days for exact. to see him again. hope he got the initiative , because i found myself committed too much; well , i shoulden't be so relying on him. because someday he's leaving to places far away & long. i've got to switch to his routine which keeps changing. i know i can't complaint because it isn't his fault for those duties , but .. somehow he should have some initiative bah. i don't ask for much also. at times i wonder still , am i important ? I doesn't want to get myself falling down hard which hurts much more than anything. if he happens to see this , i'm sorry if i'm too straight. but , that's how i feel. because ily ): which leads me to missing you all the time. bad , i know i aren't a good gf. i hope he understands; but i'm trying to be one.

Darling , i don't know if i could still address you like that. & i guess after all these , i still need you bah. i don't know how to make you feels that i'm not just using you .. i'm not gonna throw you a side like you said. i don't know how to proof to you either. but it seems fine for you , just hope all the best for you. living happily & staying good then jiu alright le bah. like what i said , i once said i would love you like my sister forever. which you're the second whom i said to. I know alot of friendships doesn't meant forever , but i'm so certain that; yours are. i've nvr said to anyone except yiling & you. up to you to believe or not. i'm still waiting. counting on still !

Meeting dear tml for lunch before he books in & i work. (: tml will be a better day i hope. misses c , darl too. and dearest sis =D

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