♥ Your dearest girl,

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

11:27 AM

It been really long since I last blogged.
Time past too fast, from my birthday til now (12/11/09),
been like 2months. so many things happened, but don't worry.
I'm still living strong here right now =)

I moved on from the past, i started a new relationship.
after so long, i found someone i love. deeply.
Left Jack cars already, not working in patara, no more lan games everyday.
not even night activities.
all is home, out with baby & friends at times. then family!
Yesterday celebrated 3rd bro's 19th birthday, wonderful cake, wonderful dinner,
precious time spent with family!

Dear was working at that time, he couldn't join the fun.

To baby,

whether you're reading it or not, i'm just writing it down.
I'm sorry at times maybe you think i'm unreasonable, not understanding enough,
troublesome, irritating, hard to please & etc.
But you got to know i've sure got reasons for it. I know telling you times &
times won't change a thing, you'll have your reasons. But baby, sometimes it's really irritating, for you to throw temper at me, to attitude me, to even talk to me so loudly. and what was your reasons? you can simply tell me you're too tired, stress then ask me to be understanding. you got to work, you're tired.
fine. i won't ask that much, next time what you decide, will be it.
I'm just tired of calling you times, but you're not replying me.
I'm just like talking to the wall. You talk to me in a very lovely way when you're in good mood, but talk to me like i owe you the whole world when you're in a bad mood.
baby, i really hate it that way. you're really precious to me, really close to me. someone that i spent most of my time with, love grow within us day by day.
it really hurts at times. Stop asking if i'll lose faith loving you, because if it's that easy, nobody will be hurt in a relationship. If it's that easy.
I just want you to know how much i really treasure you, love you & even sayang you.
you dote on me so much, but maybe i'm asking too much. Don't worry dear, I won't ask so much already. you wants me to be more understanding, sure, but do understand me a little more too. Let's compromise between each other. I won't give up that easily, i'll try.
Those tears that I teared, you never know how much is it. cause you don't even see it, you won't understand how i feel. baby, care for me more can?
All i need from you is your love, care & concern. I really wants you so badly, i don't know how i fallen this deep. but since i've done it, i won't regret choosing. so don't keep asking if i regretted choosing to be with you.
Sometimes when you're not around, at least i know you love me, it keeps me going before getting to see you, but still misses you quite a bit.
Don't walk off from me like today which happened in the salon, i was kinda lost.
i don't even know where you're, where you went or what you're doing.
I dislike that kind of feel when you just walked off.
I'm really happy other than those, i'm happy that i'm with you.

lastly, please know that it's true .. I've fallen deeply.

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