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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

12:14 AM

31 may 2oo6 ,

wwa! ttodday ttrainning ssuper ddupper ttiired. wwe sstarted wwarm uup wwith aabt 10 rrounds. thhen nnvm sstill ssmall ccake . thhen aafter thhat ddirectly sstart foottwwork. iits sso tturf? iits llike , ddoing 30 ssets oofb aall ccornner oofb thhe ccourt. oomg? ><

ffollowiing bby rrunning annd rrunning annd rrunning ffer hhours. iits ttired yarrh,
bbut ccomppared tuhh oothers ttrainning , thhis iiss sstill aa ppieece oofb ccakke. hhope mmy sstammina ccan bbetter! =D

bbut nnvm =D wwei lle wwo dderh ssports! mmust jjiay0u annd jjian cchi ddao dii!=P ... llame rrrite? aaiiy0x. ii nnow ttired. ii ggo sslp ffirst =D bbuaixs.

`GweNndoLyn.
ttakke ccare, mmuakiesx.

&the beauty.

2:05 AM

3o may 2oo6,

My ddarling, Yiling. well, ii ssimply ffelt ssad ffer euu. ii kknow euu aare vvery ssad. ii ppromise tuhh llend euu mmy sshoulder. ii ppromise tuhh bbe thhere whhen euu nneed mme .
ii kknow euu bbroke withh hhim iin aa mmoment oofb ffooliishnness.

ii kknow eeven tthough euu wwould wwan tuhh ppatchh bback wiith hhim. hhe allso ddun wwan tuhh. bbutt. euu sstill hhave mme .rremmembber thhat .ccause, euu ssimply rroxs tuhh mme . yyilingnuuerr rrawkz mmy llife . mmuakies!

Dun ffeel vvery bbad yyarh , euu sstill hhave mme aaround . ii ppromise tuhh bbe qquiet annd llisten tuhh all yyour pprobllems. ii ccan hhelp euu llotas. wwantiing tuhh ttell euu,
i lurbbs euu llots yyarh, mmust ttakke ccare wworx. ii waas ssimply ssad annd wworry , ccause.
ii sscare shhe wwould ddo ssomething ffoolish tuhh hhersself T_T ddun ddo iit tuhh yyoursself.iits nnot wworth ddoing ffer aa gguy wwho nno llonger luurbbs euu. kkaexs? mmy bbaobbeix , iits hhurts mmy hhartx .

annyyway, ii hhartx euu! mmummie annd nuuerr 184.

`GweNndoLyn.
yyour`bblogger-hhere.
mmuakies , ttake ccare.

&the beauty.

8:33 PM

27 may 2oo6 ,

ttoodday iin sschool , thhere iis soomethhing ccall PTC. iit mmeans pparennts ttchher cconfferrence . iits soo sttupid! thhe ttcher's thhere ttalk ccraps tuhh mmy mmother.
ffeeeling tuhh kkill thhatt ttchher iimmiddately . its llike . wthel? thhey ssay ii mmix wwith upper ssec ppl ? whhy ccant thhey ssay thhey mmix wwith mme? thhey ssay ii kkept smsinng iin cclass. ookaexs llarh , ii aggree thhat ii doo thhat . bbut ii nnever mmix wwith upper ssec ppl!
iis thhey mmiix wwith mme! f*** thhem .

ii duun uusually sscold bbad wword . uunless ii rrealli vvery anngry . ccause thhose ttcher ssuxs! ttalk ccraps nnia .

`GweNndoLyn.
yoour`bbloogger-hhere.
ttakke eexttra llots oofb ccare.

&the beauty.

4:13 AM

22 may 2oo6,

tooday iin sschool. ii gget scooldded bby evvelyn jjie. shhe ppuut hher ppaper oon thhe ttablle. annd tteachher ssay siince shhe nnot thhere, ccall mme tuhh hhelp hher pass hher ppaper tuhh tteachher. thhen whhen evvellyn jjie aask. whho took hher ppaper? annd ii ssaid ii ppaaass tuhh tteaacher. annd shhe sscolded mme. ii wwwas jjust dooing wwat thhe tteacher wwans.

affter thhen . aat mmaths llesson. ii took mmy ppaper. affter mme iis yiiling. annd ii aask hher. wwwats yoour mmark? thhen shhe hhas 2 mmarks mmore thhan mme. thhen ssiiting bbside hher wwas aa ggal nname jjuliana. shhe sscolded mme. ii wwas llike tttalking tuhh yiiling ssay shhe iis ppro annd llots. annd jjulianna sscolded mme iinsttead. shhe ssaid llike thhis allso wwan ssay. bbut iin thhe fiirst ppoint. ii wwasnt ttalking tuhh hher! annd goot sscollded iinsttead. ii wwas soo ssad. sssad~~

noow. aat thhiis ppoint oofb ttime aat aabt 7.08 pm. ii wwas ddrinking wwater. annd mmy bbro puush till mme. iii sttarre aat hiim. annd hhe sscollded mme iinsttead. iit iis hhis ffault! iits ttruth hhe ppushed till mme. annd hhe sscolded mme iinstead. hhe diddnt ssay soorry.bbut sscollded mme iinsttead. ><>
hoow ii wwiish hhe ccann grroow upp aabit. annd uunndderstand mmore.? whhy ccant mmy ssiiblings annd pparents bbe mmore uundderstanding? iits truuth thhat ii nnever mmake mmy bbrothher. iits ttruth. whhy ccant ii fiight ffer hiim tuhh ssay ssoorry tuhh mme? whhy ccant ii.

thhis wworld iis ffull oof unffairnnesss. iits ttotally nnot ffair tuhh mme?!?!? iits soo uunffair. iits hhis ffaullt. whhy ccant hhe ssay aa ssry? ii wwan hhim tuuhh ssay ssry.

ssads.

`GweNndoLyn.
yoour`bbloogger-hhere.
mmuakies. =( ssad.

&the beauty.

5:06 PM

19 May 2006,

well, ii siimply miss thhe ddays wiith hiim. annd thhe mmemoories we hhhad. Its soo fuun. annd ssweet. its soo nnice. ii hooppe ii ccan goo bbackk tuhh thhe ddays annd thhe mmemooriies. iits soo nnice ttuhh bbe sstaying iin it. well. ii thhink iif ii bbelieve thhat ii ccan. mmeans ii ccan. iif ii thhink ii ccant mmeans ii ccant. soo ii hhopee thhat ii thhink thhat ii ccan mmeans thhat ii rrealli ccan.

ii siimplly rremembber thhe fiirst tiime wwe wwent oout toogether allone. annd thhats jjust thhe 2 oofb uus. iits soo nnice anns ssweet. hhaving aa sstead iis nnice. ii siimplly lluurbb `25o3o6 iits thhe dday. whhere ii sttead wiithh hiim. annd iits `25o4o6. thhe dday whhere ii bbrooke wiithh hhim. annd iits eequual tuuhh 1 mmonth. iits sssad.

bbut wwell. wwat ii ccan doo? nnth. ii ccant doo annythhing abbt iit. ccause ii rregreted mmysself tuhh mmake thhe sstupid chhioce. thhe deiicision. ii mmade thhe wwroong oone. thhats whhy. ii rreggreteed soo mmuch! ii diidnt thhink . annd ii mmade thhe deciision.
annd nnow ii rreggreted soo mmuch. mmy lliife hhave coome tuhh aann ennd. ccause. ii mmadde thhis sstupidd ddeciiision. ooh god! hhelp. ><

bbuut well. hope thhat ii ccan goo bbackk tuhh thhe tiime wwhhere ii wiith hhim..

`mmust ttakke ccare wworx.

`GweNndoLyn.
yoour`blloogger-hhere.
mmuakies.
1314,184.

&the beauty.