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311006 ,
hahas . well ... trg ? okok la . not that tired . but then tired =D hahas . after that , faster chiong go meet yiling . hahas , she ar .. wan go dhouby ghaut ar ! i dun n0e wear wat sia -.- . i wear sec1 orientation camp shirt , plus short . wthell ? ok la . pei her lor .
guess wat ?! . we went SHOPPING =DD . hahas , first floor to 3rd floor . buy buy buy ! omg ? no $ le la . sian 1/2 . own her $ sia. then jiu go eat . then go home lor .. rot at house there ... so sian sia . korkor never msg me or call me )): , worried -
emotionalfreak `
CRYbaby ;
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291006 ,
yupp , tired - hahas , yesterday 3am + slp . then today morning 10 am + wake up . . like very tired , lack of slp sia. then go training liao . today trainning is games , so not that tired . but then feeling so sleeepy sia .
then after that went to subway have my dinner =DD (: , so full lahh . my kor always dun let me pay de , wthel ! he always like this wan lor , dun wan take my $$ . this type of kor is very little ar , blessed ya . somemore he treat me damn good , haiz . . guilty ar , he always give me things . then he dun wan take my money , kor ar kor . then korkor pei me go take bus . then he go back work (: korkor , thanks for accompany-ing me when i am down . thanks . iloveKORKOR * - one and onli ,
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281006 ,
today abt 11 + wake up , then faster chiong go bathe . or else later sure late meet them de . then ok liao , jiu go meet yiling and angela le . then we together walk to mrt, haiz .. see yiling cry hor , hartx also brokken ar . see her tears rolled , hartx pains la . then send her home , then me and angela jiu go work liao . we reach there , we can work de lor . but then everyday need work , wthell ? i cant la . then never work liao . we went down to braddel interview for flyers . then the agency closed , T_T .
then jiu go back amk with angela . then i go take bus to korkors de house there , then we go eat . hahas , then go talk under blocks . talk til half way , suddenly listen til tiantianyeye. omg ?! wthell la -.- tears keep rolling , korkor keep asking me wat happen sia. i dun know how to answer sia , just emotional narh , listen to the song . hhaas , thinking that he call me give upp
on him . yupp , its hard ! then tears keep rolling , but thanks . my 2 kors were there for me , THANKS ((: . love them so so much , always the one that are with me . loved by me =)) .
KORS ` thanks =DD . aisinimenle -
so blessed to have them ya , WOAINIMEN - . the love ones that are always there for me , hugg ! . then took 24 back to central , in the bus . listening to mp3 , keep repeating tian tian yeye . 1/2 way smsing with korkor , half way listening . emotional comes again , tears are rolling again . hahas , eyes so painful . then keep thinking of the memories that are left by him , yupp . but life still must go on , hmmm , gonna LIVE STRONG =DD . wows , then was like . go meet angela, give her things. then took bus home . ahhhhh ! eyes like so so irritating la , painful . hahas , then go home le .
WHEES ! ~ my mumie say i so guai =pp , so early go home . hahas , then i go play com liao . endd of blogging le (: tml got trg again , hahas ! missing it sia , then monday gonna go for interview again ! then rest of the days are trg , hahas =)) . gonna train darnn HARD .
wahaha xD , love -
`emotionalgal -
CRYbaby ;
` GWENNDOLYN .
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281006 ,
today abt 11 + wake up , then faster chiong go bathe . or else later sure late meet them de . then ok liao , jiu go meet yiling and angela le . then we together walk to mrt, haiz .. see yiling cry hor , hartx also brokken ar . see her tears rolled , hartx pains la . then send her home , then me and angela jiu go work liao . we reach there , we can work de lor . but then everyday need work , wthell ? i cant la . then never work liao . we went down to braddel interview for flyers . then the agency closed , T_T .
then jiu go back amk with angela . then i go take bus to korkors de house there , then we go eat . hahas , then go talk under blocks . talk til half way , suddenly listen til tiantianyeye. omg ?! wthell la -.- tears keep rolling , korkor keep asking me wat happen sia. i dun know how to answer sia , just emotional narh , listen to the song . hhaas , thinking that he call me give upp
on him . yupp , its hard ! then tears keep rolling , but thanks . my 2 kors were there for me , THANKS ((: . love them so so much , always the one that are with me . loved by me =)) .
KORS ` thanks =DD . aisinimenle -
so blessed to have them ya , WOAINIMEN - . the love ones that are always there for me , hugg ! . then took 24 back to central , in the bus . listening to mp3 , keep repeating tian tian yeye . 1/2 way smsing with korkor , half way listening . emotional comes again , tears are rolling again . hahas , eyes so painful . then keep thinking of the memories that are left by him , yupp . but life still must go on , hmmm , gonna LIVE STRONG =DD . wows , then was like . go meet angela, give her things. then took bus home . ahhhhh ! eyes like so so irritating la , painful . hahas , then go home le .
WHEES ! ~ my mumie say i so guai =pp , so early go home . hahas , then i go play com liao . endd of blogging le (: tml got trg again , hahas ! missing it sia , then monday gonna go for interview again ! then rest of the days are trg , hahas =)) . gonna train darnn HARD .
wahaha xD , love -
`emotionalgal -
CRYbaby ;
` GWENNDOLYN .
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281006 ,
wahaha xD , today abt 11 wake upp . then jiu faster go bathe b4 late ar , then go meet angela and yiling . sad sia , see yiling cried . my hartx like , omg ? break - see her like this .. yupp , kinda hartx feel pain sia . then her parents called her to go home , we accompany all along . hope my this little fren feels ok , yiling : dun give up on wat eu wan , achieve it ! jiayou , i will always be there for eu =D .
then after that , me and angela went to interview . lol , we can do sia . but then its everyday need go work , sian . i cant , not cause tired . cause i still have trainnings . wthell ? then never do . jiu went to braddel interview for flyers ,the agency closed . ahhhhh ! why closed ? then jiu go back amk .
lol . then went to meet kkorkor . hahas , then kinda . listening to mp3 . tian tian ye ye , omg ?! like wtf ? , cried . hahas , tears keep rolling . yet my 2 korkors were there for me , KKORKOR . THANKS (: . ILOVE KKORKOR . take care , =D .
hahas . the love ones that were there for me , yupp ` thanks . korskors bought me water and snacks for me to eat in the bus , cute rite ? hahas ! . caring kors are like that , blessed to have them =PP ilovethemmuchhmuch -
tml trg again , wows (: missing it . HAHAS , then monday gonna go for interview again . then follow by training everyday . wahaha xD , gonna be packed =D
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281006 ,
wahaha xD , today abt 11 wake upp . then jiu faster go bathe b4 late ar , then go meet angela and yiling . sad sia , see yiling cried . my hartx like , omg ? break - see her like this .. yupp , kinda hartx feel pain sia . then her parents called her to go home , we accompany all along . hope my this little fren feels ok , yiling : dun give up on wat eu wan , achieve it ! jiayou , i will always be there for eu =D .
then after that , me and angela went to interview . lol , we can do sia . but then its everyday need go work , sian . i cant , not cause tired . cause i still have trainnings . wthell ? then never do . jiu went to braddel interview for flyers ,the agency closed . ahhhhh ! why closed ? then jiu go back amk .
lol . then went to meet kkorkor . hahas , then kinda . listening to mp3 . tian tian ye ye , omg ?! like wtf ? , cried . hahas , tears keep rolling . yet my 2 korkors were there for me , KKORKOR . THANKS (: . ILOVE KKORKOR . take care , =D .
hahas . the love ones that were there for me , yupp ` thanks . korskors bought me water and snacks for me to eat in the bus , cute rite ? hahas ! . caring kors are like that , blessed to have them =PP ilovethemmuchhmuch -
tml trg again , wows (: missing it . HAHAS , then monday gonna go for interview again . then follow by training everyday . wahaha xD , gonna be packed =D
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281006 ,
IMISSYOU ; KORKOR (: , dun say i bad lahhs .
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261006 ,
wahaha xD . today pon school =DD hhaas , so tired til never go school . then later 2pm went to meet mr VICTOR tan ; take the edusave forms lor . then after that go trg , haiz. comfirmed leaving singapore at 4december , abt 1 week then come back . its a sport exchange trip , yupp ; gonna miss you guys man ! excited is excited , yet misses lots of ppl . T_T , gonna train hard man ! =D will sms back , misses (:
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261006 ,
hahas , yesterday give mumie and daddy my report book . guess wat happened ? my mother was rather surprised , i cleared all main subjects . yet my father was the one nagging at me ! like wtf ? usually is my mother , now my father ? STUPID =x then nevermind , then my form tcher or wat shit called my daddy said i mixed with upper sec wat fuck de . i listen le , so darn angry lahhs , like wtf ? they bull shiting , then eu go listen ? i shoot back at my father one sentence , " ni yao xiang xing , ni jiu xiang xing la . wo mei you hua shuo , zhi ke yi shuo , WO MEI YOU ! " then he jiu diam diam liao .
i was like, damn angry la ?! wan play is it ? stupid teachers . wows , thinking of buying alot of badminton stuffs . I WANNA CRY , i need alot of $ . i have money problems liao . sad case ! )): gonna save , =D
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241006 ,
LOL . got the report book , yet dun dare give parents see ar . the results is damn badly done la -.- got U's even , sad case ar . then today go trg , hahas ? train til like siao siao . quite hiong ar , boys and gals combine today . wthell ? damn big . then got the form for the malaysia exchange tripp , its irritating la ! everything i was kena pangseh de , this trip . i guess i gonna slp with a senior , where others can choose themself ! why everytime like this de , i been enough of all these la !
then nevermind , go on with the amount needa pay . well , its more than wat i thought la ! somemore my edusave no $ le , and also school wan me pay alot of things . like , its a very huge amount . this trip to malaysia its gonna be $500 plus . LIKE WTHELL ?! its onli malaysia la can -.- , and its so expansive le . plus food ? plus this and that . well , its gonna be hard ! i dun wanna take mumie 's or daddy 's money liao , but other than taking from them . i dun have anyways liao . jiu shi dun go lor . but i wan x)) haiz .
wahaha xD , then went to eat . totally broke lahhs . then so full =D then took a bus home from hougang mall . in the bus , yeeling me and karen like so tired la , cause we have been training everyday ever since exams is ovver . we are deadbeat ! so tired , since last week til now , everyday got trg exept saturdays and today . tml got trg again =PP , happy is happy .
but very tired . more and more liking badminton each day , iloveyou <3>
gonna concentrate onli on badminton , nth elses . missing badminton is like missing him ! argh ,
already weeks never see him le , wonder how he is . ahhh !
then at nite , abt 8+ reach home . then so full , went downstair walk walk . then called yiling come down to talk talk . hahas ! so funny la , we talked on phone with wilson and zhongwei . we loudspeak , they are kinda ENTERTAINMENT (: we lie on the top of the playground , looking up to the dark skys . feeling wanted to cry , kinda missing the days . yupp , its just a few short days . yet i stil remembers . the wind blows and blows . every single thing is still in my head ! i cant forget , yet i cant do anything . now my goals are badminton =DD , its gonna be badminton onli . wahaha xD .
then abt 10 , we walked together home , haha . kinda fun la , she said . "zhao sui zhao qi , sheng ti hao " like wthell ? JOKER LA EU . gonna be late , take care =DD
then at nite 10 + slp , then 3am wake up , pei wilson talk on phone . and pei zhong wei also . we talk talk talk . talk til 4.30 like this bahs . then my house phone no battery liao ! cant talk . then jiu go slp le lorhs )): good nites =D
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2210o6 ,
i was wondering and ponding , why my nu er wan treat me like this neh ? xinn tong ar , i treated her good . but yet i have this return , is it my fault ? i kept thinking and thinking . then the whole nite , keep thinking abt it . so stress ~~ xintonng -
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21 october 2006 ,
yupp ; felt very tired . seriously , i dun wanna to think anymore .
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181006 ,
i didnt know that , i am still that important to eu . i thought eu have forgotten me , yet eu haven . i so love eu , i didnt forget eu though , yupp , FARHANA . thanksthanks , eu seriously RAWKS. thanks for those things , i DIDNT know i haven lost eu . yet i THOUGHT i have . NORHFARHANA , thanksFOReverthing . yeaps ; its all cause of eu . i felt all those warmths . thanks (:
yyeaps ; utterly sorry for wat i have did , yet i still loves eu . i hope eu FORGIVES .
living in guilty ,
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181006 ,
erms erms , well . didnt go trg , firstly . cause my racket and shoe in the classroom >< then tcher locked the classroom liaos . then i go back , the room locked . then cant go trg , nevermind de , actually . still can always find ppl open it , but then sick sia . so du lann . misses the trg T_T
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151006 ,
haish . eu thought that i dun even give it a damn , but yet . i do ; i keep thinking every minute , every seconds . wat am i gonna do ? without eu , this mumie . yet , i cant do anything other than saying sorry . if eu were to leave me , then guides are all lost - eu were the one who gave me the love , thanks for bringing me . actually i do cares bout eu , dun be like this. it hurt my hartx ,
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151006 ,
our story begins . iloveyou ; 151006 . i hope we could last long , i hope this is the truth love . i love you more and more each day , i hope eu is seriously love me . and not playing me . ilovemarcuschanguanyang ; <33
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141006,
sorry FARHANA baobeis ; argh ! i am sorry , i have brokken it . i cant bear to see eu like this , yet i dun wanna go on le . i am sorry ! plspls cheerup , i stil loves eu like i always do . dun sad ! dreams are to be continued ! dun wei le me , eu give it upp . )):
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131006 ,
today , was the day where judy left us . yeaps, we are sad . we seriously treasured her , missing her though she JUST left onli . haiz , we loves her lots , not gonna forget the memories with her , the photos taken with her . just simply missing her like wat like this , cried for her . tears rolled quietly . huggs ;
today got trg , so xiong la . just starting nia lehs , so xiong . but gonna strive for it =DD wei le the school , JIAYOU . wahaha xD . tired , then went mac to eat dinner . got eat like never , since i buy le . yet leaving it there to rot , keep thinking of things. no mood eat )): wasted $4 , lol . then he called me (: , lovesloves . then went to meet him , underblocks . fun is fun , but still . i have to go back home , allrites ; its time to go home (: missing him , =DD .
he made me felt the love and care , is it truth that he was the onli one that can heal me and mend my hartx ? i hope so x))
he told me things , i cried . sad ,
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121006 ,
wahaha xD . so fun ! today , ahhas . went to the school give the tcher a stupid file , then went to meet marcus . lol . zzz , went to watch movie with the whole class . then went to play lan , we book a big room =DD . then we inside got 2 coms and one XBOX . then we take turns ! like so fun lor , then my kor . attitude me , leezhongwei ><>
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121006 ,
wows . lol . zzz , first time no school , wake up so early . its now 8.30 am in the morning . like wat the hell ? i wake up so early . hahas , now gonna go school just to pass lu the stupid english file . KNS - waste my time onli =DD later at nite then blog more ! (:
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111006 ,
norFARHANA , thanks for being there when i need you * always the best ,
i gave eu my everything , and i just hope eu to be HAPPY ((: loves ya , always -
nobody gonna replace eu , nor wat ; just wan to see the cheerful smile that are always on your face . not gonna seperate . ILOVEYOU !
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101006 ,
today like normal , go school have exams . zzz . then i saw farhana bbaobeix ` in the toilet in the morning cried . was like , wat happen ? ! stonned there , just hope she stay happy la . see her cry , my hartx was like , so pain so pain . hartx brokken into pieces ; pls cheer upp (: loves eu , no mater wat =DD
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091006 ,
days have been passing , yet my hartx is not healed . it had been leaving unhealed - hurts and wounds , painful hartx . bleeding , lol . anyways ; exams are ending soon ! =DD
wahaha xD . time to play liao , mood changing to playing le ((: life its like , meaningless bahs . no matter wat , thanksforthosewhohadbeenwithmethroughoutthewholebaddays =)) ihavetriedmyverybesttocherishpersonthatarealwayswithme,muacks (: lovesloves =DD
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071006 ,
yesterday went out with sistas til late late . we played and celebrated at bishan park . we play and play . like so fun lor . then play til 11+ then go home . it was realli fun bahs .
071006 ,
today went to study with eilen under my block , then after that , she go home liao . got a guy name , marcus . ask my number , is like wthell , i gave . he ask me for stead , stonned . hahas . not sure , haish . sad sad . confused ,
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061006 ,
my sistas they all asking me , why cant i just scold _____ . others i can scold til so ke lian . just why its ______ i just couldent scold ? i so stonned . i wonder why just cant i scold . does it makes a different even though i had scolded ? does it make anything change ? i so hope nth had happen , and life was back to normal . dun wish , cause of _______ my life changes . ihateyou . eu jus sucks .
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051006 ,
LOL . went to gwenong's mumie de house , with yilin jie and then we play play play =DD then we went to study under my block . it was kinda fun ya , was like . so touched , he actually given me those things that was so expansive , i mean not expansive , he actually saved those $$ and gave me those things which i said b4 . its kinda touched bahs , this kinda of ppl hard to find .
gal , dun ever give me the idiotic faces . i respected eu , thats why not gonna do anything . but if i couldent control , well . its gonna be hell . enough of it , thought eu would be as good as wat i think . but its all faked - disappointed in eu , utterly . pls dun give me that FISHING attitude la . its kinda irritating can -.- allrites ;
`GWENNDOLYN -
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041006 ,
lol . sian . zzz , exams coming . =))
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030906 ,
hahas . we ended , its just all lies . and , a beautiful dream ; let it over . and wait for new one (:
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010906 ,
our promises , continued it (:
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