♥ Your dearest girl,
i just touched down. reached s'pore le. hmm , quite tired. having fever T.T i reborned my hair over there , expensive luh. abt 180 , to me like EXPENSIVE. i'm poor =X
Slacked with drew , talk & stuff. hahs , i just left ard 5days ! lots of happening stuff happens lah. my dumb drew got his gf , wonderful girl :D
Good buddy still stays (: with a hug & <3 .
I'm missing everyone now. a sudden feel like seeing everyone , don't know why. especially bee ! =p
*My Mr Tall , i miss you. hoping that i would get to see you again. but well , that was just a past by that night.
Bye peepo , i'm tired. swimming tml ? xD
&the beauty.
weather's really bad here. few minutes only , here put thunder storm ah , & stuff. like dumb luh , rain here and there. the trip like totally screwed ! )x will be back tonight , earlier than expected. Destination supposed to be til next week + . but i really bought stuff ! i spent more thank 2k i think , on clothing , bags & things. so dumb ! Hais , now currently sucked in the airport !
&the beauty.
i'm still overseas , but super not feeling well can ! :( hais. hope to go back s'pore soon. missing sooo many ppl.
&the beauty.
(: leaving soon to airport , daddy's driving me & Ron.
lol , my cousin. i'm bringing at 8years old boy with me.
SCARE he lost , i'll cry. gosh , LOL.
takegoodcare *
imy.
SIS : i miss you eh. takecare yah ?
sheena & heidi : will be back soon , takecare alright.
<3 ALL.
missesmissesmisses,
&the beauty.
Backed from chalet. well , alright. quite happy to see Evelyn's whole family enjoying her birthday bbq & chalet. so nice , loving and sweet. hmm , i envy them. if mummy and dad could get back close tgt , celebrates my birthday like that. i'll be glad ! i swear , i'll be the happiest.
* Maybe the night was coincidence that we're sharing the same thinking , when we're back into realistic world .. everything changed ? Just a thanks , for the memories you gave for that night. hope you make your right choice & start treasureing her. well , i'm leaving too.
People , i'm leaving tml. enjoyenjoy , going overseas chilling. (: will be backed on 4th june i guess. lol ,
So , takecare ! will miss you guys , <3
&the beauty.
Darling , i didn't why this happen.
& fine , i'm standing alone.
aren't you happy with it ?
&the beauty.
blame it on me can ? sorry that i took your jacket.
sorry that i hold you all on that unable to lan.
sorry that i needs you to drive me here and there ,
i'm irritating.
fine ? -.-
wtf. the machine just coulden't get money out
when i pressed . til fai came with me , then got
what ! implying i was lying that i don't want pay ?
& yah. your cashcard was lost , me again ?
wth. it's too deep to clear the misunderstanding .
if i'm unable to meet you again ,
thankyou for the memories.
abt your jacket ,
i don't know how you want it.
&the beauty.
If what you said was real ,
& do what you've promised.
I'm willing to wait ,
it's really ridiculous to love you.
&the beauty.
:( why you left me there while you go along having fun. i don't know why i was that sad , i didn't know i've fall for you so deeply ? argh ! it's really hard to say , hard to explain. things just didn't go well. i miss you ! really , >< hais.
&the beauty.
I saw you passing by , yet i can't do anything because you seems so reluctant.
You left me so lonely , missing you day by day. making me falling in love deeper & deeper.
I really don't know what can i do ; but missing you.
* we're so near yet so far.
&the beauty.
J a M i n. *
I saw you walking pass me again & again. i didn't know why , but i saw ! i didn't know how to face to you , but i didn't know what i can utter . what can i say ? I've ran out of words. you've your nice life , enjoy it ! last long with her man. treat her damn fucking good , because you're a nice guy.
&the beauty.
(: went town with sheena , sofea & heidi. LOL , have quite a lot of fun you see.
* And i finally know so many secrets abt both of you. don't i treat you nice enough ? but do you've to say all these. pls think abt yourself first , then the rest. you really think you VERY perfect ? both of you aren't luh. if i don't hear from them , you think i would know anything ? i think you all , very perfect eh. such a nice match ! wtf , i don't believe in the first place. but hard to accept the fact . I thought of treating both of you good , because 1 of you are sister of someone. another been through with me BEFORE. gosh , it's hurt to hear all these though.
&the beauty.
alright , so yesterday night. went prata-ing with Sotong ! xD IDIOT TINGFONG. hahs , met him ard 12.30am. because , i was studying Physics.
I stood there looking at him , and i was drinking my teh tarik. while he was enjoying the 2 egg prata. & HIS COMMENT ABT FOOD IS NVR ENDING ! he started commenting the drink , then the food. then the everything luh ! LOL. i say , can you shut your stupid ass mouth up ? :)
& he scolded me because of the table. :/ you better rmb. alright , fun time got to past. i think , i'll fail badly tml though , when exams starts. my mind's blanked , even if i know luh.
so Gwenn , get on with your life. he woulden't be back ! & yah , i got it.
All i can do , was to stand there & wait for your return. bhyw *
God bless me with my papers tml ! xD night ppl. everyone's slping like a pig. especially ck !
<3 a love that woulden't be found.
&the beauty.
tml's paper will be screwed by me again ! =/ totally got no confidence with the stupid physic paper. it's like , from the start til now. five months lerhs , i've nvr learn anything ! I ADMIT. hais , why ? :X
Buddy ! stop irritating me with your japanese. i don't understand . LOL , stop owning me in audi like you nvr before kay !
pictures on the top !
&the beauty.
i screwed today's paper too !@#$%^
i'll nvr pass chinese ,
& gosh.
i'm missing you.
&the beauty.
&the beauty.
Eh , today had maths paper 2 & english paper2.
GOD DAMN IT , i screwed both papers. ):
&the beauty.
;how sweet if this was to be real. such beautiful moments ! sigh , this will nvr come through *
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wtf , now i know why everyone says you this way ! i sees for myself , from my own pair of eyes. i'm fucking disappointed with you , yet i just think you suck. for goodness sake , why ?
i didn't know why it came out to be like this , but perhaps .. this is how f. you can be ! for all you want , f.ker .
good for you. & f. all you want.
&the beauty.
wtf ? tml's exam. all the best ppl !
&the beauty.
is still so hard to believe , i didn't want to accept the fact. i'm holding it til now because , i love you. i only think of you , but it's breaking my heart !
passing by , i was afraid. i knew i've lost you the moment i don't receive you , but i didn't know why i didn't let go.
我很想很想知道你在哪里？也很想知道你在做什么。对不起，我爱你！
&the beauty.
I'm thinking of you.
stop doing this to me , i reallyreally missed you. but how can i tell you ? i don't even know if you're real to me. & of course i know , this woulden't be real. Only fucktards like me , will believe you luh ?
Baby , it's far way too painful. i'm tired of waiting .
Imissyou & ILY *
&the beauty.
so , why make me wait with high hopes ? tell me straight if you don't like !
我真的很辛苦，我看这你在那里，我觉站在那里等待。你让我一次次的受到伤害，
you made my tears dropped again , at 5.02am. don't give me empty hopes & lies , it hurts more than anything. baby , you aren't just someone i love. but hate ! hate that i love you !
don't keep me waiting with doubts , this isn't a way. so , what can i do ? ;
我很想你，
&the beauty.
在你的心里，我到底存在吗？ you made me to fall in love with you , now it can nvr be controlled. but i was left all alone by myself , i'm being avoided ! yes , i'm irritating. but all was gone , i know it was just another sweet dream that no one has accepts me. wow , it was nice. thanks !
就算别人可以有你，我觉不可以得到你。我知道什么意思，你可以选责你要怎么样对我。我可以做的，只是等后你的电话。我没有选责，我没有自各。
Baby , am i right ? you chose to reply others & not me. hah , i understands . save your explanations dear , i knew it all along. it won't be a real one but just dreams , yet i still follow trough ! i'm really dumb to believe , but i know i don't fit . lol , i'm really naive. to think i still can have such beautiful dreams luh. loving you wasn't wrong , but falling deep was ! i'm missing you , yet i don't get you. well , alright. nth's gonna change bah , text or call me. i'll be right there for you ;
Dearest , i love you.
& much misses <3
&the beauty.
