♥ Your dearest girl,
Darling , you left just like that.
without bidding goodbye ,
well.
i didn't say anything doesn't mean i'm not angry ,
but because i didn't want to worsen it.
if you happen to read this ,
just hope you undertstands then.
if you don't , then so be it.
&the beauty.
work yesterday alright.
but kiki broke the red wine ,
aww :\ have to pick all the shattered glass up.
then accidentally got my hand cut.
after work , baby came to pick me up ^^
heh , actually thought the night will end after work.
didn't know my dearest c will come & find me.
wahahas XD
going nokia care centre with baby later.
still deciding to go which one =x
LOL. my phone like spoilt lah ,
1k + , heart pain ah !
hope it'll be alright ,
takecare ppl.
(: tml will be a better day ,
i'll be waiting dear.
&the beauty.
ME & JELENE OFFICIALY ARE FRIENDS ONLY.
It's rather like , wtf.
I don't know whether if you're reading this post or not ,
but to you it might be nth. because it's easy to be said by you.
But i can tell you , this was a great impact towards me.
Jelene , i just wish you a happybirthday. may everything goes smooth & well. stay happy always. I'm happy for you , takecare plenty.
&the beauty.
All i can do now ,
is to worry & miss you.
everything was a past ;
c ,
xiang ni lah =)
&the beauty.
Maybe i was too over to say that ,
perhaps i didn't felt how you feel.
i'm sorry then ,
but i didn't mean the way you feel.
if i've to , i'll apologise then.
&the beauty.
Went HSA to pay fines , then after that went kk hospital.
after that went to run whole amk. wow , cool =x
LOL.
well , everything like smoothen down le.
now , dear's prob left.
it's just like , can see him 2 a week.
:\ hard eh.
the most weird thing was ,
i'm so missing him -.-
okay anyway , i'm getting well in life.
for health ,
zzz. bad !
&the beauty.
Okay ppl , i'm discharged.
fine a lil !
i was touched when the club told me
mr tan helped me to ask. i was shocked !
really.
but anyway , thanks for that help.
=) i'll survive through this man.
thanks for you all de support !
&the beauty.
opps , i'm sorry for the previous post. seems like too many vulgarities , apologise *
never go school today , currently at hospital. sigh =/ do normal routine again. sian ,
Baby's out to have his bowling with platoon mates. have fun !
hahah , i'm sorry sis. didn't tell you before hand that i'm going hospital. because your aloe vera still with me xD
darling , call me asap. if you happen to see this , misses.
Omg , injections & injections. suck !
&the beauty.
AHHHH. FUCK IT AH ,
why so stress ?
:/
why must so many things happened.
dear , pls lah.
stop your gaming & listen to me can !?
fucking hard stress.
i swear , i'm not gonna hold on.
CB.
&the beauty.
Omg , dear's gaming. our night gone like that :\
actually i'm a lil irritated ,
because you would rather spend your night gaming with friends.
AHHHHHH.
):
you know it's hard to see you a week.
spend a lil thought for me dear ,
i know you want to have fun too.
but , you got a gf to see to.
sorry if i'm demanding !
but i miss you.
finish soon alright ?
<3 you.
&the beauty.
Out with dear to S'pore flyers before he book in. Popeye for dinner ! It's nice , especially the bun. they called it biscuit i guess. =x it's like omg , first time.
Then dear book in already , i'm home. hahs , went online & watched tv. so now it's 1.43am , i'm tired !
Goodnight ppl ,
Darling , sis ! &
My dearest C . misses tons <3
&the beauty.
Well , practically waiting for monday.
then go pay fines :\
sian.
can't imagine that unlucky lah.
sigh ,
hmm , later meeting C.
He nvr fails to brighten my day ,
^^
My wonderful boyfriend ♥
&the beauty.
I know i used to demand lots from you , i ain't a good person. yup , i agree on it. but if the time can turn back to how we used to , i'll change for you.
I meant what i said , but i know things not gonna happen in what i want. the ways i would want it to be.
It's time to move on , like what i've promised. but i coulden't stop thinking of you i guess. it's time for me to erase memories off my mind. i'm sorry , i just can't stop thinking abt it.
GOODNIGHT ppl , i'm tired.
Tired of waiting for you.
&the beauty.
be back soon kay ? (: because , i miss you.
Oh , today work suck. after working for like 1year+ ? I realised , today was the worst. i don't know why , just so irritated. :| i need you here.
&the beauty.
(: 170608 , my new start.
i hope this is gonna be long ,
&the beauty.
omg , i fell down into drain. super ugly , i swear. =\
HAPPYBIRTHDAY KAREN !
HAPPYBIRTHDAY SIS , YILING. <3
&the beauty.
What Ken said , did make a point. i felt no point holding on to you , it's just a waste of time.
Time to move on dear.
&the beauty.
Darling , have fun over there.
:)
I didn't want to care ,
& i'm moving on without you.
things will be better ,
i'm sure.
Thanks for that memories ,
&the beauty.
That's your life ! It's up to you , to choose whether you want it or not. If you chose to give up on yourself , who'll help you ?
I'm tired of repeating myself again. i can't be bothered with you anymore !
&the beauty.
Fuck it. i don't need your love ,
&the beauty.
It doesn't seems important anymore. (: Life is like this at times , but i think i shall have fun.
It doesn't matter how you think abt me , yeap you're right. this is my space , i shoulden't be stopped by what you said abt it. comment for all you want.
hahs , thank God today's match alright. but i guess the next opponent like difficult uh , sigh.
I don't want to disappoint the team again and again.
&the beauty.
I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it i'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart
Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday
You always used to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or atleast how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)
I know i'll see you again i'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on you face
But they can't take yesterday
Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (no no)
They can take the music that we'll never play (they can take the music that we'll never play)
All the broken dreams (oh, my broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (oh oh oh)
They can take the future that we'll never know (we'll never know)
They can take the places that we said we would go (huh oh oh)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time
But i was so wrong
Now i can, believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday
Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (ooh ooh)
They can take the music that we'll never play (no)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (yesterday)
They can take the future that we'll never know (yeah ah)
They can take the places that we said we would go (that we said we would go)
All the broken dreams (all our broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (they can never hace yesterday)
Ooooh...
(All the broken dreams take everything)
But they can never have yesterday
* Everyday hoping that we could go back to yesterday ,
to how much fun we used to have.
things woulden't change , if time has stopped.
i'm selfish to ask for more ,
but just a night , one more time.
to see the smile on your face !
&the beauty.
it's time for me to get back on track ! fun , i guess it's over le bah. i should have get ready , to something else more important. wkw is coming , isn't time for me to hurt my body by not slping.. & to stay out late like i used to. maybe it's time to move on , accept the fact .. accept new things ! not a time for me to waste anymore.
You made me realised how much i need you God. my turning point i hope. i don't want to be dangling ard .. i want my fighting sprit , my win. my faith , find a way back to love others as well as God. I know i'm always being loved ..
&the beauty.
out to prata house , tired as normal.
reached home ard 4am. :/ sigh.
i miss you.
hugs <3
&the beauty.
SIS LEFT T_T
miss her.
:D
yesterday got caught by HSA ,
:/ sigh.
think it's time to stop s-king.
shucks.
* 你会爱上我吗？
&the beauty.
