♥ Your dearest girl,
I CHANGED NUMBER PPL !
ask from me plsssss.
i've lost quite a number of contact though.
):
THANKYOUUUUU =)
&the beauty.
thanks to those who celebrated my birthday ! :) though this is an early one , but i appreciated it plenty. much fun & laughter.
&the beauty.
i'm gonna leave for a period.
i've to.
&the beauty.
Just finished training ,
Mummy say wants me go home to takecare of grandpa leh.
so yah. but meeting chin si hao at 8 :D
go get teachers' day card. just writing simple cards i guess :X
LOL.
anyway ,
got back report slip.
utterly disappointed because
0.00 for some sub. some VR.
ya , suck.
mood = bad.
&the beauty.
Like wthell , there goes my top.
i'm afraid i might retain ):
&the beauty.
I missed that 7.10am bus & decided to stay home instead. aiya , that's really bad. my attendance very very low alrdy ):
Later having friendly ! That's why it's a must to go school uh. So i can't decides like i used to , which is so bad. Well , i regretted not being a lil bit much faster can. Then i'll catch my bus & i can go to school. tsk tsk =\
&the beauty.
Well , went town to get my NUM slippers & a top.
lol , i think $130 gone.
zzz , like expensive lah. broke -.-
now lucky , it's a new week.
got money to spend , or else really jialat.
hmm , now 4am sharp.
yet i just can't fall aslp ! :X
days aren't the same.
&the beauty.
Back ! went training , from 7am til 12pm. then breakfast with Brendan because i saw him. then home to slp because 1whole day awake uh , eyes gonna close luh. Then , woke up at 8pm i think. Actually going over to cityhall find Nette&Co. because Eunice went Town with others.
Then went to pool :) hahah , suddenly like pool so much. Went over Baby's place to slack. (Eunice= Baby)
Then pei Nette wait for ah kiam. lol , we missed 9buses in total waiting for him.
Now home , gonna slp soon.
MK kept me waiting ._.
To my swim mates ;
though i left the team for quite a time. yet you guys nvr stop supporting me , thanks much. i'll do my part , by getting that team relay award back. knowing our last medal tgt for 2006 , trust me. I'll do my very best to get it back in 2008 ! let's clinch it tgt. =)
Morning ppl , i'm gonna slp. CHIN SI HAO ; wake me up at 2pm XD opps. bye !
&the beauty.
I'M HOME ! =)
after going tiong bahru , went to bishan partyworld.
to find Raymond & KC. inside the room got another couple ,
their friends lai de.
so i stood quiet ._.
nvr really sing uh , but did enjoy myself with their laughthers.
baby kept me up with those msges :D
thankyou !
hmm , now going training liao ):
got friendly with other schools.
tired !
0.o eyes getting a lil bit swollen can.
zzz.
MK fell asleep !
&the beauty.
Gonna go find idiot ._.
LOL. glad that you know it's far ,
yet i've made my way there.
:D cya soon then.
i'm going tiong bahru ,
which is like. lol ,
appreciate ah !
&
going partyworld with
Raymond & KC.
=)
gonna bathe now ,
bye.
&the beauty.
Went to kk yesterday for my normal therapy. then left ard 5 , went home to change , meet Matt =)
well , walk walk walk. just couldn't find the right stuff luh , then left to 'Colours on the bay' or smth , to sit & slack awhile. i'm really tired luh , i don't want go out til late nights le. been doing that til i'm soooo tired ! even sit in the bus can make me fall asleep. =/
Nehmind uh , ard 10+ i reached amk. went to mac find Baby&Co they all. TMO was there too ^^
Went pool for abt 1hour ? I won plenty of times. HAHAH. XD opps. then Johnny bike me home (: bathe , online. SLEEP !
Though i didn't cherish you enough, but we just can't get back anymore. that's a fact that i know !
&the beauty.
"Baby , i know when you see this. it isn't the time i should have called you my girl , but somehow or rather. i just love you the way you're , be more confident in yourself. blame it on me that i can't be a good bf , neither a good guy for you. i believe you can find a nice guy much more better than me. thanks for your beautiful love all this while , such a caring girl. to me you're rather perfect.
don't think what others have commented bad abt you , you're just yourself. with your own attitude , with your own character. rmbering the days we spent , the memories we had. so wonderful which i always treasure. sorry that i got to leave you & you got to move on with your life. you might think i'm just hurting you and i don't love you at all. but i do , i love you.
things had happened , i've always disappoint you again & again. yet , you still treat me so wonderful. at times i know i made you really pissed off with me , really angry. but you forgive me once and again. i know i don't know how to treasure you much. i know i didn't cherish you at all. i got no rights to ask you to give me another chance. things will just end here , but my love has yet to end.
dear , thinking how much you spent your love on me. was so great. each time i made you cry , i hurt you badly. you always hug me tight & say it's okay. you proof how much you love me & how much you dote on me. each time you waited for me , actually you can just walk off. yet you didn't. you always stayed there & wait for me to be back. you been so perfect & you meant the world to me.
i'm sorry , but this time i guess it's really the end. i got no face , to ask for anymore chances , i know you gave me much times & you're fed up now. it's alright , just wanting you to forgive me, wanting you to accept my apology. all i want was laughter & smile from you , hope you could take good care of yourself. though without me.. you can find someone better.
i rmb on our 9 month anniversary , you couldn't even cook. but however , because of me. you learnt how to cook. rmb you burnt your hand with a pail of hot oil ? spilling on your hand. yet i still scolded you yet not caring abt you, i'm sorry ! thinking back .. i should thankyou for all the hardwork you put in me. you've spent your time learning how to sew a pooh bear for me. end up hurting your
hands with lots of scar because of sewing. rmb once i was just causual remark saying that i want a big bear for birthday. you spent a months time slping lesser, spending all your time making a big bear inside filled with cotton & hearts. you sew it just for ME ! i'm so sorry ! i didn't know you would take it seriously. i'll treasure all the stuff you've made me these years.
thanks for your love , honey. since you left me , i've learnt how to treasure. no worries , i'll just stand by a side , looking out for you. hoping that you'll be fine all days. find a better guy , have a better relationship. i wish you all the best & i'll take my leave. i still love you the way i used to , with all my heart .. i wish you all the best. much love & goodbye. "
such a wonderful note. if someone were to write you this !
LOL.
tsk tsk.
touched !
20082008 ;
such a nice date idiot.
&the beauty.
Went kk to queue for my number.
& suck , waited for 3hours.
anyway ,
lung got infected !@#$%
don't know why uh ,
coughing badly now.
:\
&the beauty.
Sorry , i didn't mean to hurt you again & again.
but i just can't find back the feelings that i used to have ,
&the beauty.
;What a day when it's supposed to be..
nehmind.
anyway , just got back from Eunice house.
something happened over there ,
so yah. came home , & not blogging.
rembering the days ,
aww :\
down.
hope dearest to be fine with everything.
seems like having a small tiff with him ,
not talking to him for days.
sigh , but hoping for the best for him.
nvr go training.
):
aiya , don't know what's wrong with me now.
suddenly missing days with sis ,
thinking how fun we used to have.
now like , drifting away from each other because
of our daily lifes.
hoping that things will be better =)
which time allows if possible.
pinky ! sorry this few days hp down.
like , can't msg & calls.
because bill's expensive too ,
hope we can meet up soon anyway ^^
gtg people ,
tired !
slp slp.
<3; miss.
&the beauty.
AWWWW :\
my phone send to repair last week ,
but took back ytd. then today it goes mad again,
so i went back to repair. & this time it's gonna take 1 whole month.
shucks , i sent for repair-ing 3 times le lahhhhh.
):
i miss my phone ,
i miss the photos.
& i miss you.
&the beauty.
LIM XIN YI (5)
Girl , i know it's normal for you to go through lying to ppl.
but aren't it a lil bit too over snatching friends , when they
doesn't even like you ?
Yes , i agreed i once lied & love to snatch friends.
but this isn't the way to gain friends , time for you to learn.
learn not to stand at ppl's back , telling one another who's weak point.
trying to change sisterships & bonding behind our back was bad !
I hope things would change , you would change too.
i'm not blaming you that you did this , because people got
to go through shit to learn new thing.
But this shoulden't be the way , because it leads to more ppl detest you.
My dearest sugarhoney was so angry with you ! because of what you did and said.
I might not know what would happen in the near future , but change for the sake of yourself. don't want you landing into another lonely world ,
buck up & change the way you're doing.
&the beauty.
Happy anniversary to Baby ! :D
stay happy always.
&the beauty.
Beebee's going overseas on 27sep ):
gonna miss you !
all the moments we spent ,
i'll wait.
:\ takecare plenty okay ?
lovessssssss.
&the beauty.
PEOPLE , DO ADD ME IN MSN AGAIN.
gwenntan1@hotmail.com
my previous acc got hack.
thankyou =)
super pekchek with msn.
ahhhh , :\
&the beauty.
Life's been alright ,
hahs.
anyway , didn't blog for long because
i've been out 3 straight days.
nvr really slp , today slept for hours.
so , still okay bah =)
gonna work soon ,
hope today will be a better day.
much misses *
&the beauty.
Probably , everybody's slping.
I just got home from work ,
quite tired.
tml school having celebrations ,
:)
have the thought of not going back :X
anyway ,
i miss sis.
it seems so long since i last saw her.
tml's parade , sis is in.
it's definately my motivations to go !
heh.
i miss Baby too ,
Eunice i meant. =)
& Co.
ccccccc.
misses.
&the beauty.
Sch like normal :\
bored.
Hahs , when does sch's fun to me ?
opps.
Anyway , lessons are fine.
but i slept during chinese & dnt.
test test test x.x
I slept during chinese ,
then no one wake me up lah !
all went for assembly.
throwing me in class ,
i wake up , then realised they all having assembly but
i'm slping in class. :X
then i waited for first bell at 1.30 ,
left sch & went home.
Now slacking at home while everybody still in sch ,
=x
Gonna pack my stuff , going SIM meet Pinky for lunch.
then working at 7pm , because they called me and tell me
they need me last min. not enough staff ):
there goes my night with Baby & Co.
Well , fine somehow.
Things got to move on ,
days got to pass =)
Since you can be so fine out there ,
why not myself ?
I'm gonna enjoy !
All the best for you ,
Got to go ,
i'm gonna be late again.
Pinky might have to wait for me ,
again. LOL ! =x
bye (:
&the beauty.
Things changed & i got to accept the fact =)
anyway , sch tml.
i hasn't been going sch for 2 days ,
gosh. i shoulden't be like that ,
EOY coming.
Leave by all means ,
people come and go.
I'll be fine without you ,
even if i can't
i'll try to !
&the beauty.
I know it woulden't be me.
anyway , i'm trying to enjoy.
=)
Life would be great ,
because baby's & Co. was there.
to support me ,
thanks TMO.
you used to support me ,
greatly appreciated :D
Yesterday met up with Ken & Jason.
Talk quite alot , crap alot too.
those lame-st rubbish , can be out too.
Thanks for sparing that time.
^^
Somehow , life's got to go on.
you , yourself enjoying.
why not me ?
I'm okay with it.
When i was abt to talk , you turned & left.
so , i left with no choice but to wait again.
Thinking , when will be the next time ?
Anyway ,
Baby = Eunice =)
Co. = JeannetteSis , Marc brother.
TMO = Tavis ^^
My life will get better ,
but was you referring to me ?
Hah. who knows ?
&the beauty.
C , i got it.
Thanks ,
i tried to not rely.
& i'm learning.
&the beauty.
lol , it's over.
what else can i say ? :\
i got to face the fact anyway
greatest mistakes.
&the beauty.
All i've been doing was to wait.
i wonder even if i wait , what will happen ?
sigh. can't imagine this to happen to me.
Anyway , i'm back from work.
gonna go meet my girls at kpool ,
Cookaye , imy.
&the beauty.
It's 9.32am , on a saturday morning.
hahs , it been a long time since i woke up
so early on saturday. :)
well , got to get use.
:\ confused abt it ,
but it doesn't make a diff.
wait ? lol.
what else can i do !
Bored , working later.
no motivations. sigh ,
thinking that , will you still
be missing me ? ha , when will you stop
avoiding me then ?
yes , i can live without you.
yet , my heart got stolen.
stop hanging me there ,
leaving me without an answer.
& i so believe you're matured to do that.
instead of being so irresponsible.
:\ imy c ,
&the beauty.
