♥ Your dearest girl,
01042007 ,
peeps ! it's april fool day today , (: awww , got sunburn ! so painful can . due to the heavy sun yesterday -.- yesterday was AMKSIAN FAMILY DAY CUM EVENTS ' DAY - wahahas , have alotalot of fun yesterday . the aquaterlon very fun lor ! i swim then xinling run ! it's open relay , got guys also mah . i'm the third to reach the shore . then xinling chiong ! in the end lost to 3 pairs of boys . very sian , nearly can win de . but at least top 10 =) hahas .
after the event , jiu watched under 14 individual gal's de , then under 18 boy's de . hahas , jim won . first xD , i very pei fu him sia . his stamina so good . then after watching , jiu go play water with ahjie they all (: so fun ! ,
i asked ahjie ; " you very dry hor ? " she say , ya .. she haven get wat i mean ! then i push her into the water ! WHEES ~ she is super wet . haha , then she pushed me down again ! i'm like , okayokay la . i'm already wet le mah , zai wet ye bu yao jin . then playplayplay , then jiu play with jie surong and mindy .. beach volleyball ! quite fun though .. regreted not joining alot of stuffs =/ but it's over ! heheh :D , after all the games . went suntan with everyone out there :) it's fun yesterday ,
hahas , but i got lots of injuries and scratches . lost my voice too . abit ? lol , then now my face super red . plus very PAIN ): haha . then after that , jiu went bathing with c gals . then ahjie went with him ; then we went seperate ways . after bathing , we went vivo ! off to vivio le , with loonyewkor .
he said he wanted to watch movie too . then we went , karen and me queued up for very long time . then they decided not to watch . then i'm allright with it , then jiahui came . we all went to eat lunch + dinner ; eat til super full . loonyew went off , jiahui went off too . aww =/ , left with the cgals . haha , no jiahui le. . not fun :x she's always making ppl laugh ! hahas , allright . then they wanna go dhoubyghaut cause xueting wanna buy stuffs . then we went there , we went daiso walkwalk . bought lots of food from there everytime i went . the tibits there is super nice :D
hmm , after tat . walk around ps , didn't find anything special . then went home with yeeling karen and xinling ; took 162 . slept in the bus , kinda tired .
wahahas , then reached amk le . sat at the bus stop and rotted . sit there almost reaching three hours ? it's time to zibi , lol . so long never zibi le ; then sat there zibi . think alot of things .. zibi to kill time . wait for her 3 hours .. very tired le , tired til i called her . cause , very pekcek le . haha , then she told me she just started eating with him . then i was like , huh ? oh .. okaylor ... i go home instead . i wasted my 3 hours for nth , rahh ): then immidiately i reached home , she say she coming le . then i .. omg ? , okaylor . took bus go back that bus stop again . lol , saw her . super happy though , but i'm very tired la . trying to act as if i'm not , haha .
after that , went home lor . i'm tired til , i switched on my com ; went to bathe . then came out after bathing , talked to lz and quan nia . jiu feel like slping le , off com .. SLEEP ~ haha , so super tired . i heckcare everything .. tired , SLP . LOL , MIA alot of ppl - tired mah . then jiu slp le . now morning , i doing homework ^^ guai leh , nan de gwenn now become so guai :x opps . lol , kayla . gtg , BYEBYE .
`icantgetitover , i'mstillthinkingofyou .
Baby , justsayyoulovemetoo -
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29march2007 ,
i dunno wat to do , and i dunno wat it means . i dunno , and i dun wish to know . cause it hurts , i dun wanna care anymore . do wateva you like then , i dun give a shit . that's all i can say , perhaps you're such a person . then so be it ? dun wanna care =//
&the beauty.
270307 ,
wa , very very super tired ; after whole day physical .. tired ... dun feel like typing anything . let my pic explain . haha , took photo's in school . with baobei they all . wahahas ,
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240307 ,
just do wat you wans to , find other ppl . for all i care ): i dunwanna think anymore . and , i'm bored without you . but so ? it won't make a different . dunno , heard lots of stuffs bout you . i dunno , sad lor . =// fren do til today bah , guess so ):
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230307 ,
today , have school like pernormal . nearly late , lols . samesame x) tired lor . slept and study in class . hahas : D then folding hearts ; it makes me rmb-ed , i have done 520 straw hearts for him . awaiting for our anniversery , yet b4 out anniversery , we broken up . he was the one i loved so much , i can rmb it so much clearer . i have forbia making straw hearts though , LOL . then after school , went trg .. got ranking . won all (: happy . then met ahjie . then go home lor . sian .
ain't we drifiting ? dunn0 ; it seems like . i wanna go back to the days when we're close enough . .. .. haha . dunno la , just felt this way . i know you dun need me anymore , and i know i'm nth to you . NTH ; so .. i guess i'm disturbing you too . if i'm , you can jus tell me . and if i'm , i will leave . and i mean it , i promise to . sorry ,
&the beauty.
felt weird .
i dunno wth happens ;
just feel odd today ):
everything was my fault allright ?
even if it's aint my fault , also
let you say til my fault can ?
dots . i have got nth to say , =/
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this appllies to shawn ;
i'm sure you have the choice to choose wateva you wan ,
you dun have to explain to me who you like or wat others say .
you dun have to love me ,
choose wateva you think it's right for you .
i'm sorry if i said this , and hurt you ;
but sorry , you dun have to .
i ain't that good for you ,
think properly bah .
duibuqi *
allright , days are normal in school .
lol , studystudystudy .
sportssportsports ; just feeling like ..
same routine everyday ? HAHA .
like no change wan leh ? : D
no different . erin's leg kena casted , come back soon =)
we misses you lots #
to the gal ;
i dun give a shit on wateva you say .
for all you wan . as long as you dun disturb others around me ,
and i dun give a shit (:
just do wat you wan . dun be overboard , one day if i had enough ;
sorry then . you gonna suffer ):
this isn't wat i wanted to do , it's wat you have forced me on .
then thanks yourself for such things ya . enough is enough ,
stop your rubbish will you ? cause it suck . lol ,
just fuckoff pls =) , and thanks for tat .
as long as wateva you do , dun make til me . then allright , do as much as you wan then . allright ? FUCKOFF *
perhaps , i'm nth to you ;
i'm just NOTHING to you ):
sorry .
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150307 ,
well , i'm sad . i dunwanna lose her , maybe i'm the cause of everything . if i'm , then sorry . i dunwan lose jie . haix, no one understands my feeling la .finding someone to talk to , but no one . everyone is busy ; sadded ):
wozhidaohuiyouzhezonghouguole ,duibuqi -
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today went badminton meeting ;
lol , got good news . plus bad news ,
bad news is really bad ! ~
kayla , then after tat ;
went ahjie's house . i saw her crying .
sadded ): , dunwan her cry . she crys make me ,
very sad . which i dunwan to ,
i wan her smile like b4 (:
then jiu go run .
so shiok , everything like went out of my mind ,
i'm free . my mind feels so shiok ,
haha .
opps :x , i'm mad .
HAHA , tml got training .
i'm sweating like mad ,
smelly =)
i'm gonna bathe .
BYE GUYS ! ;
i was dreaming , for thinking i would be with you `
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120307 ,
if i'm here , and you are not happy . perhaps i should leave you bah ? i'm nth to you . forget it ,
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do wateva you wans , for all i care ;
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fucked up .
enough pls ;
stop giving me pressure ,
leave me alone .
and stop all your rubbish .
on the verge of breaking down -
why must you talk til other things , link til tat far ,
when we are talking bout this thing ? enough pls .
stopp all those .
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050307 ,
fuck . today very sway , i can't control anymore ! lost the keychain dumb give , and the "c" gals de keychain . all limited one , ZZZ . damndamn sway =/
maybe it's meant to be ? supposed to be ? then kena alot , cause of that cip . and alot la . sian lor , dunwan say le la . wtfwtfwtf ! ><
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040307 ,
if things have to go this way , then so be it ? i cant do anything with it too . you will find out one day , do wateva you like then .
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030307 ,
i dun wish to have you back , this is your decision . i dun wanna have anymore conflicts , have wat you wans . i dun wanna have anymore quarrels btw us anymore . if we realli truefrens , we will be back one day . we shall be frens bah , let's end it all here . and enough ,
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030307 ,
erin , you have never think of how mummy think of . you have never care of how i am feeling . NEVER , when mummy is down , would ever be there thinking of how i felt ? have you tell me where i have gone wrong ? you didnt , just quietly stood there . you didnt have the feel of being ps-ed , and it's by the one closest to you . you never have tat feel b4 , but i did . and its even from you all . pls think of my feels . why must things goes this way ? when its not meant to be ?
if you thinks if i lose you all , i dun feel anything ? its gonna be a joke . you dunno how much i dote on you all . if you think losing you all is nth , i can tell you now , it's painful and sad ! i have never blamed you b4 for anything , and i even promised to takegoodcare of you .
if no chances for given for me , then i can't do anything bout it . its your decision , just a last word , takecare and mummy loves you .
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020307 ,
lol , this few days practically nth happened . just tat , fell down lots of times ! so many cuts and bruises . raining and so cold . ZZZ ! . trg like before , (: . sadded , was being sent to the nationals . just caused of my leg injury ; my name kena ripped off . it's gonna happen soon , and i have been awaiting for the coming , now when it come's . i have lost it , and it's stil once a year . why ? ,
): if i can have another chance , i would =l
wo zhi dao ni hen ai ta .
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