♥ Your dearest girl,

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

10:07 PM

When you're gone , then i realised ;
how much i reallyreally need you.
I'm not used to without your smses ,
calls & You , not beside me.
BABY , i really miss you.

&the beauty.

1:04 AM

I miss you ><

gosh gosh gosh ,
STOP REJECTING ):

&the beauty.

12:49 AM

I'm awaiting for your text , but somehow ; my phone just didn't ring.
Baby , you said you would. but you didn't ,
:/ Why ? why did i fall so hard this time , you're powerful.
I wished i could go Boston , leaving here.
how wonderful will it be ?

&the beauty.

5:28 AM

1yr3months.

i've been feeling very shiting unwell ):
fever attack ! 39.9degrees , then keep vomiting.
wth ? i'm really really dying. i hate that pathetic feeling
that i've got to treat hospital like my 2nd decision home.
i go in & out like nobody's business ! i don't understand why ?
i'm F.-ing sick now , but who will ever be there to go through with me ?
no one else understands how i feel , i'm just too ill. tears been rolling ,
why am i so unlucky ? to be falling sick all the time ! why it is me ?
God , bless me pls . i'm really ill for goodness sake .

:/
I need you here by my side darling.

&the beauty.

5:44 AM

JAMINE BABY , thank lots ! ❤

&the beauty.

12:57 AM

): Why did you fall in love with me ?
& the damn thing that , i fall for you too.
the feelings just didn't go ,
it's still back .

Why ? less than 3 month's memories ,
why is it so hard to erase ?
i just don't get it.

* I'm sorry.
I just coulden't be compared to her in anyways.
:/

&the beauty.

3:33 AM

Hey , i'm just too lazy to be linking ppl up :X
so sorry , yet . APOLOGISED =D

oh yah , didn't go sch today.
was so F-ed sicked ):
fever fever fever =/
heh , i went Bernice house's to slp in the morning.
cause actually was late mah .
then lazy go sch alrdy ,

=)

I guess i'll fail my Mid-year i guess .
LALALA.

Smiled ppl .

Left ,

6.38pm :D

&the beauty.

7:25 PM

(: I'm trying to enjoy life.
but i can't . & you know what ?
i flunk my maths test by being careless on a 6marks question.
well done gwenn ,

I'LLL DIE ,
during midyear .

didn't go sch today , tired to.
LOL.

&the beauty.

5:33 AM

it seems like everyone kind of angry.
i'm like , neglected ):

DUMB , are you angry with me ?
why been ignoring.
don't want lose you , such a nice friend of mine.
argh , i'm sorry if i did.

vin :
i didn't know what else can i say.
我知道这个时后和你说对不起是没有用的,
最后,我还是不要放下这个友情.

just don't want to lose anyone .

&the beauty.