♥ Your dearest girl,
290906 ,
today eu scolded me , my hartx was freaking sad . brokken into pieces and pieces . cried ; haiz . frens are for ?
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280906 ,
memoring my maths formula by hardd . so confuse , haiz . just know that i have been lagging behind , exams are coming ... dun know wat to do . sad . trying my realli best to absorb wat eva i could . just hope to do my very best , trying hard .
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280906 ,
lol . sick . vomited alot alot of times . felt so xin ku . haiz . feeling so sick , not well .
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270906 ,
our story ended , but our love and feelings didnt end . we brokken up cause of this situation , let fate decide again bahs . if we realli loves each other , we could always get back together . maybe it takes alot of time to wait , but no matter wat . my love for eu has never changed , eu made me fall in love for eu so deeply . it takes time to heal my brokken hartx , perhaps . this was the first time i had been hurt so so deeply , but thanks for the love eu had given me . i love you <33
i just wanna tell eu , i am sorry . i couldent give eu wat eu think i could , perhaps . its all my fault . hope eu forgives all my doing , we can always be as close as it ((: stead is just a name , it does not means wat . let our promises go on , thanks for everything * muacks .
one last word , iloveyou . take care of yourself , if eu thinks break up could make eu be more happy than now , i rather we break up ; i just wans eu to stay happy . i dun ask for more , see eu happy , i am contented . smile more , cheerupp ((:
i didnt regret ;
saddistic ,
hhartxbrokken gal ;
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260906 ,
keep thinking and thinking , is it true ? or its just a beautiful dreams , i dun doubt eu . but it seems like eu wouldent care . even if i told eu i loveyou so so muchh , i misses you so so much . would eu care ? no , eu dun . eu wont even give it a damn . i am sorry i couldent be the wan that eu think i could ; sorry . i love you still , <33
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250906 ,
wat has happen , had happened . i cant do anything nor say anything to change it , i just felt confused . i dun know wat to do . lost in the middle , need someone to bring me back . haiz .
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240906 ,
wahaha xD . its gonna be fun (: later got trg , imisses trg . i misses my dear , hahas . i hope to pass my end of the year exams. i have the fear there , very worried . i scare i cant go next year ; haiz . so stress `
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230906 ,
dear , i am sorry i said that , that hurts eu lots . i understand , but i do all these . cause seriously , i love eu . no mmater wat , the love for eu wont change ; iloveyou ((:
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23 september 2006 ,
so worried . cant get into slp , yesterday nite toking to him til half way in msn . then suddenly he never reply me , then i sms him , he never reply . i call him , also same thing , never answer . at that time i waited and waited . but i still dun have his replys . i was so worried , i went to lie on the bed , but i just couldent slp . i struggled til today morning , and i came to blog . i realli very worry , i just hope that he could sms me . tell me wat happen , or answer my calls . at that point of time , i just felt so aimlessly . i dun know wat to do without him , i just misses him so muchh , and also . yyeaps ; i loves you truely . believes me , ((:
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220906 ,
days past and past , i love you more and more . without eu in my life , i wouldent know wat to do . i just hope we last long , woaini =DD dunLEAVEme . iNEEDyou ; muacks <33
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210906 ,
today went to watch the 3D performance , wahaha xD . very happy , and fun , with him around . just hope everyday could be so happy =)) like today , ilovehim . dunLEAVEme___ dunBREAKmyhartx . ineedyou ((:
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2009o6 ,
`200906 , our story begins . 10.36pm , you and me . together forever ((: woaini , laogong ; eu are mine =DD
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200906 ,
haiz . i just simply loves eu ; its alot (:
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200906 ,
wahaha xD . today actuallt quite fun la ; nth to complain nor say . just felt so happy , without anything (: hahas , misses him x))
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190906 ,
til now , eu still doubt my trust . hhartxbrokken ; i loves you . but so ? eu still doubt me in the end. eu dun trust me at all . sorry , maybe i cant be wat eu think i could . no matter wat , i loves eu lots <33
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190906 ,
haiz . it been so long liaos , i misses you dun know like wat sia. just hope to see eu soon ((: . iloveyou ; lots and lots . eu dun know how much i realli loves eu and misses eu , i need eu . =))
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190906 ,
now its 5pm ; and i am studying !? omg ; hahas . haiz , exams coming nearer and nearer , bo bian liao , now everything also chiong liao . now stucking at maths , pekcek liao . come chiong com insteadd x)) .
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190906 ,
today go to school , sianz la . aiya , maths maths maths . totally dun know wat the tcher talking . ask her , she tell me next time then find her , like wthell la -.- exams coming liaos still tell me nextt time . next time already no time liao la. stupidd idiot ; later i fail , then eu scold me . after that sms _______ then he never bother to reply, wait for his reply wait til i dulan . i dun care liao . then after school go eat with yilingg and jialin . wahaha xD . then go home that time , _______ called me . thought he dun bother liao , but he still called . hahas . though i said i dun care ; actually i do . ilovesyou (:
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180906 ,
wo hen pa ni hui li kai wo ; yin wei ni shuo le ne ju hua , rang wo de xin suay . yin wei wo tai ai ni le . mei you ban fa , WOAINI <33
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170906 ,
wthell ? -.- today go elite , train til half way . faint . whole thing black out , then dun know wat happen . then jiu wake up , then head pain til siao siao . dun know like wat sia. idiot . then after that pia home . then go meet _________ . iloveyou (:
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170906 ,
dun know how many days never see til him liao . so misses him lor , but wat can i do ? i cant do anything . but can onli say i miss him lots . but he knows anot ? he dun . i loves him lots , misses him lots too ; woaini <33
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160906 ,
its like , i love him so so muchh ; he knows anot ? haiz .
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160906 ,
i kept thinking and thinking , am i making the corect moves ? or its just all FAKE . i dun know . and at last ; i got the answer . i didnt make the wrong move , i never regretted loving him . woaini `
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150906 ,
我希望你说的是真的；请不要骗我，因为我不能没有你。 我爱你； ilovesyou ((:
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15o9o6 ,
we are driftingg ; aint we ? no matter wat , i loves eu =DD . misses x))
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14o9o6 ,
day by day ; passing everyday . just hope eu couldd be mine one day . cause i loves eu ((: . misses x))
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13o9o6 .
today like so wthell la -.- got oral . then so stupid. i dun know how to talk , aiya . comfirm fail liao . sians .
ehh ; imissyou <33>
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12o9o6 ,
i love you ; day by day . 一天过一天，我越来越爱你。我不可没有你（：很爱你，爱死你。 如果有一天我会失去你﹐我會沒有意含失去你。因為我成今有過你的愛﹐我很愛你﹐就是這樣﹐我不可沒有你。 我愛你<33 。
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11o9o6 ,
haha . iloveshim lots and lots ((: eu know who eu are x)) <33>
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10o9o6 ,
SHIT . i haven do anythingg yet ; then tml school reopen le -.-
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10o9o6 ,
days goes by , time heals . i realli misses him , lots and lots . hahas. today wake up 12pm , then karen sms me tel me meet at 12. i at there , huh ?! 12 sia . i just wake up . then go late lor. then jiu go elite liaos =DD loves badminton , day by day . hahas =)
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o9o9o6 ,
10.22pm , eu broke our promises . btw us , i am dissapointed . i just felt that i am an failure . i cant do wat i should , sorry ; but , wat could i do ? i can onli forgives and forgets .
but , i hope he could change . i forgives him , cause i loves him . i just felt sorry , i cant be wat i should . sorry .
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o9o9o6 ,
i cut my hair ; now like KNS . shity .
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o9o9o6,
wahaha xD ! going to cut hair now =) going to west mall cut with jianhui ; kuku`2
hhaha ! i dun know wan cut how de sia. just so sians .
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o8o9o6 ,
sorry ; my dear , i hope eu forgives .
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o8o9o6 ,
today 11+ then wake upp , nearly later for trg sia . then chiong here chiong there . then never eat b4 trg . now hungry like wat -.- today trg multiples , then jiu games ((: funfun!
i startedd with singles's footwork de multiples , then jiu full court . then jiu net . so tiringg , then after that jiu shi games ! yyea ! fun fun =))
i plaed with yeeling singles , its like , she damn pro la. but won at last , but just won her with a few points . we run like mad cows ! then in the end sprain til leg again . wat the hell la ; today never wear ankle guard jiu like this . got wear jiu bo tai qi . so freak upp ! then played doubles . i still prefer singles , i loves it ((: my favourite !
but actually doubles also not bad ; its just , sometimes no muo qqi . then jiu bo bian . thats why i so scare , no confidence in winning doubles , but singles . its alone , it makes me have 101% of confidence , that make me wans to win . i can , and i will =]]
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o8o9o6 ,
aiyo , i just felt so lonely . nobody talks to me ; nobody cares abt me . i just felt bloody sad . sick til . haiz .
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o7o9o6 ,
ke lian de me , sicked le . ill le )): argh !
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o7o9o6 ,
wei le eu , my hand hurts .
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o7o6o9,
wat the hell la . i just felt bloody lonely ` always on my own - gonna be strong ! haiz . sadd . )):
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o6o9o6 ,
yyeaps ; though we may not be sista's , but we can always be frens ya , =)) just keep in touch . wont give upp , ((:
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o6o9o6 ,
mingqi left me , sad .
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o6o9o6 ,
super angry la can -.- they didnt tell me abt the time and date of the trg . til i foundd brenda's number , i called her and ask , then i know its 9am to 12 . when i knnow liao . its like , so late le . go wat shit . then super angry . nobody tell me llehs . i called pamelyn . but shee never answer . yesterday nite i also called her and ask . but she say dun know . then today never give me the answer . bloody hell , later teacher ask why never go . i dun know how to explain also sia. so angry ><>
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o6o9o6 ,
they didnt tell me wat time the trainning is . and the place . i dun know lehs . shit sia . walao . how how ? so confused .
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o5o9o6 ,
wa.. today... training so tired . physical ? footwork .. nevermind . then jiu go home. tired like dun know wat liaos...then go home bathe .. then go library . then saw wilson kor` then jiu study together norh . tiredd like siao liao .
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o4o9o6 ,
9.30pm ; wat hapened to eu ?
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o4o906 ,
kkor ; eu broke our promise . eu said eu wont do this do that . in the end eu still do . i am utterly disappointedd in eu . eu were the one who make me happy , so does making me worry and sadd . i am worry abt eu , is eu dun know . eu know who eu are , haiz .
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o4o9o6 ,
kkor today toldd me , that guy still loves me . i dun know . i am confusedd . my hartx , sadd sadd de . like so lost `
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o4 september 2oo6 ,
today go sun tanningg ; tan til like black ppl ><>
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o3o9o6 ,
allrites , my birthday is over - though its over , the memories will always be in my hartx , always rememberedd . =)) loves____*
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o2o9o6 ,
yyeaps ; i admit . i am very happy today x))
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o2o9o6 ,
yyeaps ; i had a nice dinner with them *
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o2o9o6
wahaha ! xD i am pro can ? now is 4.22 am . i am still awake ? HAHAS =) ssiao siao me la can -.- my birthday mahs , super excitedd lor =PP hheez . =))
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o2 septemeber 2oo6 ,
hhappy 13th pure birthday ; its my sweet 13 =)) thanks for everythingg .
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01 september 2oo6 ,
LOL xD , today very fun la can -.- went out with so many jjies , though my leg was sprain . walk like dun know wat >< jjie =")">
then met wilson , then gino , then we all went plaza singapura watch movie , when going that time , saw marcus chan siting that , dun know wait for ffrens ? or wat de , then went to say hhi , then went uppstairs watch movie xD .
wahaha xD ! watch movie le , jiu go take neoprints ! then go eat =pp then spent alot of money la can -.- but i hadd so much fun =))
my birthday mahs , they all still made me COOKIES =) for my birthday and a nice cardd , for just my pure 13 de birthday . so touchedd =(( so happy that they even remembers my bday . so hope to receive alot of happy birthday sms =)) testis ! hope i couldd =PP
but my onli wishh is ; hope all those related to me de , stay happy and healthy forver , always smile . cheerfull all =) i am realli contentedd .
i already 13 le , must realli grow up , and shouldd bbe tong shi le , cant always be the childish me , must be mature and grow upp le =) jiayou for everythingg !
gwenn ! 13 le , must grow upp =) jiayou and concentrate in badminton =PP wahaha xD . happybirthday to me , tml is my bday . hope i got huge surprise =)
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