♥ Your dearest girl,

Thursday, November 27, 2008

10:15 AM

So, what can i do to make you believe that i really miss you?
:(

&the beauty.

10:27 AM

Everything practically changed!
the people i uses to hang with,
the friends i always hang on tgt with,
the times spent was all changed!

i really misses the clique i uses to be,
i don't want my life to be this way.
i want to spend it wisely.
really.

i miss those fun i used to have,
i misses the times i always have.
i miss the one i'm always with,
but all is gone now.

:( i really really misses everything,
especially you.

&the beauty.

9:00 AM

It been a long time since i last blogged,
yeah i was busy all these while.
& 1 last thing, i super missed my lovelys.

all these weeks, so many things happened!
i went malaysia for abt 4days? then came back.
work again ._.

f. up job! but what to do, all deal stealer.
but nehmind, i can do it still.
hang on there!
gonna bring B(eunice) over to msia on 26th,
to have her hair done.
but well, i can't do anything to my hair!
people, i cut off my hair to soooo short due to spoilt after perming twice.
& now i look f, pathetic short hair.
which makes me stays home everynight after work cause don't want let ppl see.
LOL.

yesterday went chompchomp with jie they all.
well, stingray & stuff again.
Fantasy after that, so many things happened.
quarreled with boy :\

then i don't know. everyone went home!
so i went home too.
morning, went to work.
then marina,
bored!
but everythings okay now.
he went to slp without telling me! :(
& i don't know whyyyyyy, i wants to talk to him NOW.
now. now. now.

LOL.

alright lah,
i gonna go bathe now & slp!
it's 1.20am, goodnight ppl.

i miss sis, darling & B.
catherine too!

&the beauty.

10:03 AM

I knew it,
i know you wouldn't miss me.
lol.

&the beauty.

5:03 AM

someone left me,
which carves a hole.
life seems, just like i lost a part.

:\

&the beauty.

8:30 AM

well, so you chose to leave.
fine, maybe i'm wrong to fall for you.
hahs. maybe i shouldn't have even believed,
now that i fell hard.
what to do?
find another girl,
like you said.. to you finding a girl is easy.
then alright, thanks for choosing me.
now that you can find another one.
i'll learn life without you.

i mean it.

&the beauty.

5:35 AM

think baby's busy, hasn't call me since morning ):

&the beauty.

7:19 PM

All day is work only,
pool to kill time.
sleep to rest :D

Hahah.
okay lah, bored life.
i'm off to work.

&the beauty.

12:21 AM

If things in life goes that easy & smooth,
then it doesn't count as life anymore.

&the beauty.

10:05 AM

Happy birthday nightowl.
=)

B, leave for all you want.
i know, i understand.
i don't expect you waiting also.
so why must i, lay my trust in this unstable relationship.
i'm sorry, but i couldn't trust you.
i don't believe you'll, i know you don't have the patient.
so, just go on doing whatever you like.
i've got nth more to say,
i only hope the best for you.
hoping you'll learn how to cherish yourself,
as well as.. knowing how to live your life.
this is your choice, you chose it yourself.
after you choose it, don't turn back & regret.
because, you can't turn back time.
think before you do things.

yes, i know i couldn't change you.
there's nth more i can do, cause you can't give me
the trust i want.
the trust i need,
you can do whatever you like.
i can't stop you either.
you're a good boyf, a caring & sweet one.

thanks for everything anyway.
i really enjoyed the times with you,
i can't be your desired girl i guess.
have your own way, have your own life then.
definately, i know you can find someone much better than i'm.
i know i can't be a good girlf.
which causes me to fail in relationship all times.
thinking back, i stil got to thank you.

i really really hope you would takecare of yourself,
don't make me worry for you each day.

&the beauty.

9:22 AM

good things don't happen on me,
But bad things do.
Stressed, f-ed up!

&the beauty.

6:40 AM

AHHHHHHHHHHHH :\

work practically suck.
lol.
like bored only,
nobody one.
i sold like, few bottles today only.
like omg ):

meeting up with Eunice later ^^

&the beauty.

9:23 AM

i'm the bad one,
i'm sorry then.

&the beauty.

12:38 AM

Days pass fast,
maybe really too much things happening at a go.
:(

i really hope things change back to the past,
where we were all so happy tgt.
lol.

today finally off!
been working like, zzz.
6 days in a row,
nvr rest dao. finally roadshow ending!
yay. :D

hahah, from tml onwards will be a takashimaya til end of december.
like, okayokay luh. (:
days been okay,
busy & tired only.

so ya, time to enjoy ^^

at yew tew, meet up with Ron.
lol.

&the beauty.