♥ Your dearest girl,

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

11:37 AM

1st oct,
you left.

& i put a full stop to us.

&the beauty.

8:37 PM

Well,

been quite busy.
study,pool,swimming.

lol, reallyreally no time for shop ):
seriously,

APOLOGIZING to babyyyy.

keep let you wait,
keep left you alone.
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sorry BABY !

&the beauty.

3:54 PM

Everyday early morning go sports school.
zzz. want slp also can't ,

tired!
):

&the beauty.

11:38 AM

This post is just for sis:

suddenly flip through my pictures in the com,
it turns me back to the times we're spending our time tgt,
almost everyday, almost everywhere.
yes, it's all memories.

i rmb-ed once i went Jurong point myself.
without telling you, without you knowing,
& i bumped til you.
i was shocked,
really shocked.

just as i thought, it was dream.
alot of things don't used to be how it supposed to be.
how it always be.
we couldn't spend time thinking of silly thoughts ,
yet we got to face reality.

i just felt this sudden urge to tell you all these,
that is in my heart.
all these courages ..

i seriously need you badly sis,
i still treated you like my sister,
i still hold you on in my heart.
standing a chance,
a nvr closing door for you to be back.
i'm sorry for times we quarreled badly.

love you, always be.

&the beauty.

10:55 AM

Went townt with Eunice :D
then meet up with dom & takeshi.
Heh , walked ard.
ard 11+ pm , went k pool.
played 4 rounds ,
home !

& this time i walked home instead of cabbbbb.
=)

&the beauty.

9:00 PM

ytd ? bored :\
nth much for today.

went to sing k with cousin & brendon.
=)

then went to pool awhile,
home ?
went mount faber too.
lol !

&the beauty.

5:28 AM

Yesterday's bbq is definately fun.
been riding bike for the whole night ,
gosh.

really ride through midnight,
sweat keep rolling.
=)

but Eunice fell,
pain uh.
then went to toilet , help her clean up.
wah , can feel that it's very pain leh.
then Roy cycle her back to pit.

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then we all started playing true or dare.
LOL. everytime sure will play de.
both of the dare all kena by TMO.
i swear he damn sway ,

but was funny though.
:D

morning, sun rise.
HOME SWEET HOME.

&the beauty.

1:17 AM

Just came back to singapore.
lol , went M'sia less than 5hours.
i think i went 4hours+ nia.

slept , now just wake up.
now gonna bathe & cook bee hoon !
for Marc's bbq =)

Heh, cya.
:D

&the beauty.

10:56 AM

I'm sorry i couldn't be a good friend.
maybe ,
i need to learn more.

&the beauty.

4:13 PM

send mummy & 3rd bro to the airport.
someone just pleaded mummy not to leave,
but she still enter the depature hall.

i felt so lost.
i kept crying telling her not to leave ,
i kept on pulling her shirt.

"Mummy , don't throw me here"

from that moment on , i realised how much i need her.
i need her love & care like she used to.
her warming hands , to keep me going.

she nvr tell me when she'll be back.
all i wish to say was ,
mummy i miss you so much.
be back soon ,
I love you.

&the beauty.

2:14 AM

Mummy & 3rd brother leaving to LA alrdy.
just in 2hr 30mins time ):
mummy nvr bring me along , neither do i want to stay with my dad.
=\

starting to feel the lost.
mummy & daddy been quarreling.
divorcing is what they always talk abt.
they will pull me,
and ask who i wanna be with.
i really can't stand them,

i need someone to help !

&the beauty.

10:57 AM

Saw you walk into the room
Thought I’d try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me to
It’s been two years to the day
Half the time I’ve been away
I know I’m not there enough but that’s gonna change
Cause I’m coming back
To show you that I’m keep the promise I made

When I’m with you I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you

Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
Cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you
Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
(Make every second count)
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you

Reaching 2 years !
gonna kept the promise.
Imy.

&the beauty.

8:56 AM

Hey baby , don't think that you aren't important.
you're. i don't post this because you told me ,
it's because i felt that you deserves a great thankyou.
you changed my mindset to wanting to study,
you changed me & became much responsibile.
rather to let me daggling ard on the streets ,
don't know my goals , don't know what i want.

(:
with plenty of loves.

&the beauty.

12:33 AM

Sugarhoney ! ; this is mainly for you.

I don't know how the hell i'm supposed to explain,
you misunderstood the whole matter.
isn't the way you think i'm !
i tried so hard , just trying not to disappoint you.
so , i was locked. wasn't able to make it. didn't know
you'll think that way though , sigh.
if you think that i'm that kind , like how you said..
then i've got nth to say.

&the beauty.

5:13 PM

Somehow , days have been different.
i told you, i'm fine.
i'll be okay !

nvr go sch today , kind of sick.
:\

mc mc !
alright lah ,
time to rest.
(:

Bye ppl !

&the beauty.

3:40 AM

To Mr Elmo :

Heh , thanks for having such a nice celebrations for me :D
i seriously don't know what you're thinking at times ,
you're being paraniod. think too much & causes too much won't
happen de situation.

=) don't worry ,
thankyou.

&the beauty.

4:10 AM

I've just spent my birthday without you.
A loney birthday ,
if you didn't leave ,
i guess we're happily celebrating my birthday.
& dearest , i miss you.

&the beauty.

1:17 PM

i'm not gonna say it was my fault , because me myself has lost the chance. sorry if i didn't communicate , i apologise to that. but as it wasn't like what you all said , stop blaming every fault to me. hey , it's suppose to be an team event. sigh , i don't know what more i can say. sorry then ,

&the beauty.

2:03 PM

another day out celebrating my birthday. was fun & happy ! thanks to baobei they all :) thankyou plenty.

Anyway , happybirthday to myself :D

&the beauty.