♥ Your dearest girl,
Today did nth much again, went home had dinner with mummy & daddy.
used the com, l4d2 awhile then baby come fetch me already.
now deciding whether to watch movie or ..
still not so sure.
but anyway these few days, happened some stuff.
i don't know to say happy or what.
but it's just too sudden.
): don't feel like blogging today,
bye ppl.
my leg is bandaged like a pig leg!
&the beauty.
Went in to m'sia, cause baby's friend doing car. he wants to go make
LED too, so went in. had some little quarrels though.
went walking around, realise changed not enough money. sucks, got to be
very calculative over what we're buying.
Hah, bought cig & saw6!
like usual lah, dvds.
Cleared custom by right, pass by k9. like shit, these few police without rank.
stopped baby's car. wants a check. like wth -.-
alright, no choice but to go pay fine. what's worse is not about
the fine problem lo, it's about how guai lan those police could be.
the officers still talks to us much better, we're still okay with paying.
those without ranks really made us angry like f.
went loyang, cause dear wants to pray.
Home after that, how bad my day could be. argh.
Anyway, today as usual.
waited for dear end work, come back pei me sleep.
LOL. =) he work, like free lah.
then had lunch downstair, then baby fetch me over to
town for interview. then went home again,
took a bus back cause dear got to rush to work. no time
fetch me back.
now quarreling on the phone again, over the same old problem.
baby, i don't mean anything.
isn't it fair? you can spend so much with your friends,
now i just want to spend a little on pool which won't cause more
than with your friends you spent.
you don't want to go, say don't want.
don't keep using the excuse of no money. alright?
You promise not to scream at me, you're doing it again.
i don't know where i did wrong, don't tell me it's my fault.
think about it, i'm tired of repeating it again and again.
you decide, you choose, i'll follow.
I just love you like never did.
&the beauty.
Wow wow, i'm back from movies. =)
Yesterday was hectic, so didn't blog.
Hmm, i was sleeping the whole day yesterday actually. sleep, wake up sleep wake up.
LOL. til around 5+pm? baby fetch me home. had dinner at home, then wait for
dear end work to catch the show "Paranomal activity" at yishun.
The show was at 9.20pm. While baby came, Jolene&Irwan came too.
we headed of to baby's place change car, then go off to northpoint watch the show.
The thriller was nice, but it came out not very nice. can say infront,
rather boring. wasted the first hour watching those crap, when all the
good part was behind. but anyway, will only rate it 2/5. =)
When home & sleep!
Today better, woke up around 1+. baby is back from work, he's sleeping.
while i'm facebooking all the way. til i think 3+?
dear looked at me & gave a silly smile, "baby .. cook noodles for me please?(act cute tone)" can't resist, so i said okay.
LOL. eaten & both of us are full. he's using the desk top while i'm using
the lap top. til around 6+, dear is ready for work. While i'm heading back
home to have dinner. I took a cab cause baby is late. doesn't matter though,
it's raining heavily.
Alright, we planned to catch another show tonight or lan games.
Ended up, it's 8+, dear ended work. we came to a conclusion, we shall catch
"2012". Today baby end work went straight home, he didn't pick me like he usually will. it's well though, LOL.
We're on the phone, arguing. then I hanged up, using the com.
he didn't call back, he didn't text me too. from 8+ til 9+, no info of dear.
I was kinda worried, like what's wrong. ended up calling him up again.
dialed i think 4times? but none pick up the phone. gets quite anxious, &
i didn't save baby's house number. Few quick thoughts came up my mind,
like going to his place or smth. it's so crazy.
then i received a text,
this is how it goes,
" From today onwars, I don't need you anymore.
I don't want you to call or message me anymore.
I'm very stressed after knowing you.
There's no use for me to be friends with you.
You like to hurt my feelings only.
You call yourself a friend, but behind me,
you're like a BITCH! I can keep your secret but why can't
you? Huh?! You still dare to tell people I'm very ..
VERY CUTE? Hehe. Shocked? Relax,
man. Send this to your best friends.
Make them shocked!"
Wah, how playful can dear be at times? LOL.
At the start when i'm reading those. i was like,
too many thoughts rush through my mind.
but when i scroll down, actually it's just a prank.
Text back to baby, "You make me nearly want to slap you."
hahah. after that, baby is at my house downstair. he poped up!
Went straight to cine, meet Jolene&Irwan.
We all had KFC, then POOL against baby&Irwan.
Jolene&me, vs them. :) cool uh.
we won! but they insisted to continue, ended up lost.
but still, they punched. wahaha.
Catch our show at 1.15am, due to the 12+ no more slots.
That show was, a little draggy but afterall it's a thumb's up!
4/5! guess how long the show is? appro 2hrs 40mins. long lah.
but nice though. All those who haven't catch it, please go watch.
oh yes, it ended around 4. we all went straight to carpark,
baby was damn tired by then. He's nagging here & there, "not enough sleep, tired,
tmr got to work. blah blah blah" even start engine already, still
nagging! Irwan&Jolene drove off, we said bye & home sweet home.
Now dear is on the bed like a pig. =)
I promised to stay awake til 6.20am, or else if we sleep tgt,
he don't need go work already. Hahah. so decided to do this sacrifices.
cause baby sacrifices he's sleep to accompany me watch movie on a friday night.
So yeah, will be staying awake til 6.20am. any kind soul chat with me on msn?
I hope have. LOL. or else bejewel will be my entertainment.
Oh ya, had a small tiff with baby at cine over some irritating issues again.
oh baby, let's not quarrel over this again okay. it's stupid,
i know we both at fault. we should have calm down & talk, but we both showed attitude & walked off. dear keep calling me after he realised i wasn't behind him.
but i kept rejecting. while i was walking around, i bumped until him.
aiyo. like no choice! lol. we're okay after that, cause dear apologize for
walking away. I apologised too.
Went back to acarde meet Jolen&Irwan.
That is all for today, nothing happening nor interesting though.
goodnight everyone, have a good sleep due to good weather. :)
*Bitch, i know you're hoping my our relationship faster end right.
the more you wished, the more i don't want it to.
I know baby & me is gonna stay strong. you ass, faster get off my life.
Honey, each day passes & I realize how much i need you day by day.
Love you baby!
&the beauty.
It been really long since I last blogged.
Time past too fast, from my birthday til now (12/11/09),
been like 2months. so many things happened, but don't worry.
I'm still living strong here right now =)
I moved on from the past, i started a new relationship.
after so long, i found someone i love. deeply.
Left Jack cars already, not working in patara, no more lan games everyday.
not even night activities.
all is home, out with baby & friends at times. then family!
Yesterday celebrated 3rd bro's 19th birthday, wonderful cake, wonderful dinner,
precious time spent with family!
Dear was working at that time, he couldn't join the fun.
To baby,
whether you're reading it or not, i'm just writing it down.
I'm sorry at times maybe you think i'm unreasonable, not understanding enough,
troublesome, irritating, hard to please & etc.
But you got to know i've sure got reasons for it. I know telling you times &
times won't change a thing, you'll have your reasons. But baby, sometimes it's really irritating, for you to throw temper at me, to attitude me, to even talk to me so loudly. and what was your reasons? you can simply tell me you're too tired, stress then ask me to be understanding. you got to work, you're tired.
fine. i won't ask that much, next time what you decide, will be it.
I'm just tired of calling you times, but you're not replying me.
I'm just like talking to the wall. You talk to me in a very lovely way when you're in good mood, but talk to me like i owe you the whole world when you're in a bad mood.
baby, i really hate it that way. you're really precious to me, really close to me. someone that i spent most of my time with, love grow within us day by day.
it really hurts at times. Stop asking if i'll lose faith loving you, because if it's that easy, nobody will be hurt in a relationship. If it's that easy.
I just want you to know how much i really treasure you, love you & even sayang you.
you dote on me so much, but maybe i'm asking too much. Don't worry dear, I won't ask so much already. you wants me to be more understanding, sure, but do understand me a little more too. Let's compromise between each other. I won't give up that easily, i'll try.
Those tears that I teared, you never know how much is it. cause you don't even see it, you won't understand how i feel. baby, care for me more can?
All i need from you is your love, care & concern. I really wants you so badly, i don't know how i fallen this deep. but since i've done it, i won't regret choosing. so don't keep asking if i regretted choosing to be with you.
Sometimes when you're not around, at least i know you love me, it keeps me going before getting to see you, but still misses you quite a bit.
Don't walk off from me like today which happened in the salon, i was kinda lost.
i don't even know where you're, where you went or what you're doing.
I dislike that kind of feel when you just walked off.
I'm really happy other than those, i'm happy that i'm with you.
lastly, please know that it's true .. I've fallen deeply.
&the beauty.
