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291106 ,
hahas , yesterday was kelvin kor's birthday , went to his party (: LOLS , its fun okay ! . saw almost everyone , lionel sean alvin jestor eeshi jiajun sihao kelvin xiaoICE chirstina chiuwee chiuping they all . hahas , we play cake on ahk0r's face ! we throw him =))
its so fun , we drink too . lionel and chiuwee drink wil drunk , lionel dun even noe wat he is talking ! , chiuwee is sehseh wan . like will toh will toh like this , then others sit down and talk talk talk . slack there , til 12 + then we all go home liaos , alot ofb things happen during it luhhs . haiz , hard to say .
then ahkor send me and chirstina home , we took cab . he pay x)) , sorry kor =x hahas , then reach home liao . kena kan by my father , very fcuk lorhs . the conversation between me and him .
father : mei arh , why everytime so late then come back ?
me : where got everytime ? ( shoutingalready,lostemper, give attitude )
father : i dunwan you to learn bad when you are outside , i dunwan you to come home so late . you onli 13 lehs , i dun wan you become a bad girl , can stay at home study anot ? outside those gals . smoke and smoke , i scare you also smoke .
me : eh , plsla . you think your daughter smoke ar ? , why cant you trust me once , i last time go ppl's birthday , also later than this time , i also come back safetly , why you dun trust your daughter ? , til now you still dun understand me ! (give attitudes )
father : why cant you dun go and stay at home ?
me : my fren lehs ! wat you expect ? ( fcuking dulann face , shouting )
father : i dun care , next time tell me where you are , and i will go fetch you ! ( angry face )
me : aiya , anything you say la . you the best la , wat i say also wrong la hor ; lai la . wan fetch , fetch lorhs . i never do anything wrong , i NO need scare la ! ( giving a fcuking attitude face )
father : ... ( nth to say , diamdiam )
hahas , thats the conversation between my dad and me , its unreasonables rites ! its more than this , i forgot nia . aiya , he dun understand me correct le ,other ppl's parent can understand them , let them go . why cant mine ? , i have prove to them that i am able to be trusted , yet now they still dun trust me. haix . saded arh , hope they understand me one day bahs . i aint that kinda that can tahan rotting at home , i rather go block downstair rot ownself , or rot with frens than rotting at home lorhs . aiyo ,
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261106 ,
back to blogging ! (: , allrites . started wibb yesterday . was having an open for my school (amkss) , then its all sucessfully . we have puti n hard work okay ! without slping for nites just to prepare things for the open house , like wth ?! its hard okay . suffered lorhhs )): , hahas . okay , then after the whole open house . we rewarded with stuffs sponsered , kinda nice =x .
then went to meet moron's sista , and eilen , juliana and sweethartx . guess wat ? , erin say wan eat mac , yiling say wan eat laksa . then i kena in the middle , aiya . then i pei honeyPIE . then we went to eat , then go back find erin they all . HAHAS , juliana went alone to buy socks . okay ... then the rest go bugis (: , rahh - sweethartx WENT home ! haiyo , then the rest took bus to bugis . we all are tired okay ! , slept all along in the bus . so tired , 5am + wakeup . 4am ++ slp . like wth ? , not even 2 hours okay .
erin went to meet her mother there lorhhs , then me and honeyPIE and eilen went walking around . we saw bags , its nice ! i bought it =D , its cheap .
then we walking around just to find out where that fishing shop (: , the sell necklace de ! , i wanna buy for erin . her birthday present . that time i bought 1 necklace for her liao , and its expansive la ! but spoilt T_T . then i dunnoe how to tell erin , so i bought one again . s0rry erin ,
then buy everything lerhhs , we went home soon . LOL , eilen was late ! 7++ le mahs . then her father calling her liao , aiyo . then me and yiling faster rush home , she need reach home b4 7.30 . then she went coffee embassy buy drinks , then we went home =DD . i reachhed home lerhhs , guess wat my mother say ? . " wa . jin tian jiang zhao hui lai arh ! " then she was so happy la ! . hahas , then made me food . she bought me a shorts (: .
mummy iloveyou <33
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251106 ,
its actually drawing near and NEAR . to my malaysia trip (: , allrites . nth to say either. hope it would be a succesful one =p . tml have tournaments , wth . 5 + must wake up . just for tat . RAHH -
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241106 ,
haix , its 2.09am in the morning . and i am still blogging . why always cant slp well de , i can onli use blogging as a way to use up time . by typing and typing (: , hahas . i gonna get into depression soon okay ! -.- i beg my brother la , slping can slp properly anot ? . keep snoring and snoring . once in a while , its allrite . but then its like , he started snoring EVERYDAY .
by right , i should say . I HAD ENOUGH ! , nowadays . cant fall asleep jus cause of his fishing snoring la . i realli had alot la . i mean , sharin with him a room . its a torture okay ! . i get darn irritated la . cant he just slp quietly ? , pls la ! say as i beg him . i wanna rest well can . i have trg almost everyday . yet i cant rest quietly . kor arhh , pls la . seriously i gonna get depression ! . DEPRESSION LA )): , keep on snoring . his snoring makes me have illusions all around . STRESS , saddistic .
realli lehs , i aint joking la . it makes me having illusion . i cant slp well , gonna get into depression any longer . haix , i wanna have peace can ? haix . help arhh ! =x
LEADING TO DEPRESSION . he always make me so tired during trg ! , like wan to toh like this . so seh seh wan , but then cant toh . toh i die arhh , haix . had ENOUGH . )):
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191006 ,
lol ! went out with my sweet sis yesterday (: , we went window SHOPPING ! =DD .
we started going this fashion first . OMG !? , i saw something sweet and nice . we took alot of clothes ,, and went to try . omg ? , its nice la . but expansive mans , so we took pictures in the fitting room ! =))
my sweet sis is fun la =PP ,, she is SWEET . wat a nice sis i have x))
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181106 ,
hahas , i am BACK =D . nth to do , sian . been busy these few days , trg (:
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131006 ,
l0l , okayluhhs . starting actually went to school buy uniforms and books . but then like wthell ?! , raining darn heavily la can -.- . then i drenched walk to school lorhhs )): , whole shirt wet , hair also . all can squeeze water arhh .
guess wat ? , reached there .. the security DUN let me go in ! . call me go home change to uniform then let me go in . i so dulann , dun care bout him . then i go mac dry myself . wait for eilen also lor . then she finally come out liao . we both drenched and went to j8 . =pp then reached there , first thing i do , PIERCE ear =D . i pierced top , rahh - . thought not pain , pierce that time , not pain . but then after walking towards longjohn , PAINTIL - wan jump ! .
okay , then went to eat lorh .
today was happy , dyed my hair - . rahh - , brown colour . NOT nice lahhs , waste $$ .
FINACIAL problems )):
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121106 ,
hahas , today trg . then okayokay lahhs . n0t so tough , but got physical . okok la , then after that go meet my family . then go eat dinner , then eat til darn full la can -.- . then mumie bring me go shopping .
wala0 , mumy treat me very good . HAHAS , cause . maybe i leaving le bahs . then she bought til 300 + , sorry mumie T_T . hahas . okay la , then jiu go home liao lor . nth to do ,,
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101106 ,
today arhh ? , nth much . as usual , wake up at 12 (: . then jiu eat breakfast , then go rest . play com , then go trg lor . trg , today is games day . LOL .
miss quek call me play single with maybeline , won . then pair with xueting play doubles with karen and xinling , . we won =D , then pair with maybeline play agaisnt xueting and karen . we won =D . LOL , so bored . the whole trg also nth de. i wan multiples ! . trg like usualy (: .
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091106 ,
allrites , so early wake up. just to go to the central , see things ... then go home again . then so sian , walk here walk there lorhh )): , nth to do also .
trg actually was at yishun , yet captain told me its at YIOCHUKANG , made me all he way went to yiochukang la can -.- , then was eventually late . and its RAINING HEAVILY . i was soaking in the rain can ? , then jiu go yishun . reached there liao , abit SICK . T_T , then today trg just nice so tough . rahh - , but gonna go for it ! . ready xDD ,
after trg , tired . deadbeat - , then went to central meet yiling . we went to buy things , then jiu go home le . reached home le , bathe , and went to use com . saw babygal's blog , i n0e she is darn sad la , haiz . see her like this , also will hartxpain de . serious , babygalERIN , cheerup will you ? , pls . wanna see the smile on your face , and aint your sad face . mumie will be here for you , forever ,, ALWAYS .
to ERIN : my dear , hope you would read this ,
mumie dun ask for more , not gonna
call you dun sad , i n0e eu would be
very sad even though , nth is gonna make
you happy . she is leaving , its a fact .
i noe eu dun wan her leave , yet she MUST .
its not something that eu can control , its beyond
your within . eu cant change anything ! .
dear , face the fact that she will leave eu .
yet , she WONT and NEVER forgets eu . somemore will eu
forget her ? , just noe that she lives inside your hartx .
forever , same to her . but rmb , there is alot
others love you too . yiling and aqillah also , we are here
for YOU . dun let her leave without peace , let her
leave peaceful , she see you happy , she will also.
no matter wat , WE love you . always <33
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091106 ,
allrites , so early wake up. just to go to the central , see things ... then go home again . then so sian , walk here walk there lorhh )): , nth to do also .
trg actually was at yishun , yet captain told me its at YIOCHUKANG , made me all he way went to yiochukang la can -.- , then was eventually late . and its RAINING HEAVILY . i was soaking in the rain can ? , then jiu go yishun . reached there liao , abit SICK . T_T , then today trg just nice so tough . rahh - , but gonna go for it ! . ready xDD ,
after trg , tired . deadbeat - , then went to central meet yiling . we went to buy things , then jiu go home le . reached home le , bathe , and went to use com . saw babygal's blog , i n0e she is darn sad la , haiz . see her like this , also will hartxpain de . serious , babygalERIN , cheerup will you ? , pls . wanna see the smile on your face , and aint your sad face . mumie will be here for you , forever ,, ALWAYS .
to ERIN : my dear , hope you would read this ,
mumie dun ask for more , not gonna
call you dun sad , i n0e eu would be
very sad even though , nth is gonna make
you happy . she is leaving , its a fact .
i noe eu dun wan her leave , yet she MUST .
its not something that eu can control , its beyond
your within . eu cant change anything ! .
dear , face the fact that she will leave eu .
yet , she WONT and NEVER forgets eu . somemore will eu
forget her ? , just noe that she lives inside your hartx .
forever , same to her . but rmb , there is alot
others love you too . yiling and aqillah also , we are here
for YOU . dun let her leave without peace , let her
leave peaceful , she see you happy , she will also.
no matter wat , WE love you . always <33
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081106 ,
hahas , yesterday busying doing korkor's handphone pouch , LOL . allrites , starting with cutting the cloth , lol .... its all black without design . omg ? , i have phobia of touching needle la can -.- . but then for who sia ... my korkor lehs , haiz . then i made out one , its fishing ugly la can , i wonder if he will throw it in the dustbin anot ? .
during sewing the pouch , poke til my hand . it hurts la , haiz . then made it out (: , through hard work )): .
then today afternoon went to bugis buy text book with yiling . so heavy la , hahas . then study the maths text book in the bus , sec2 work , kinda easy ?! . haha . i wanna work hard for next year , i promised =) .
bought the 7pm ticket . watching deathnote (: , with yiling and wanyu . the show damn touching and sad la can . tears keep rolling , yeahh . MUST watch the show , its nice =]]
then after that jiu go home liao .
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071106 ,
i got a honeyPIE (:
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061106 ,
its late at nite , now is abt 1am + . yet i am still blogging , gonna blog and go SLEEP (: tired since so many days never catch a good slp la . hahas .
heard from ppl this and thats , the rumours . lol , i dun even noe its truth or not . yeahh , kinda like ... should i trust him ? nor , listen to those rumours ? . just noe that , yeahh ; its time go give up (: should be happy , that not gonna hold on to this relationship . cant completely forget it , yet can let it go . just a simply happy can le , =)
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051106 ,
rahh - angry , this is gonna be a scolding session . startin with , my phone thingy .
yupp , its late at nite . 11pm + , i was talking on phone with brother , and even in MY room , talking softly , since its at nite . and ,my mother's brother . idiotic freak , he confiscated my HANDPHONE . like wth ? , i am so feddup ! . actually it goes like this , i was using the house cordless phone , then he walked passed my room . he saw me using the housephone ,, he call me " dun use housephone to talk , waste $$ . " then ok lor . i dun use .
i hanged the phone up , and call brother to call me , call to my HANDPHONE . then i was talking , he eventually came in and snatch my handphone away ! , i quickly hanged the phone up , then he snatch it away . then i was like , WTH ?! . he took it ? tat's my phone la can -.- , then he say " i confiscate it " . then he took away the house phone and my handphone . i say " why eu confiscate it ?! . when i didnt even do anything la can . " then he say " so late still talking ?! . waste $$ . " then i say , " eu say dun use house phone , never say dun use handphone . " then he never say anything . i faster walk towards him , and i SNATCH the phone back rudely . and i said " THIS IS MY PHONE , EU HAVE NO RITE TO TAKE IT ! " . then i was like , so dulann la .
went outside awhile lor . dun wanna stay at there , but then i went back home instead , to use computer . then see his FISHING face , i was like . see wat see la. ... then i was eventually no mood for slping nor anything . just staring at the com , then korkor call me go slp . then i switched off my com . then went to bed , lie down there for almost 2 hours ? . cant get to slp sia . but lie down there stonned . close my eyes lor , then 3 ++ then fell asleep . morning dun noe why , alot of ppl contact me . 11.30 then wake up , RAHH - tired -.- .
why cant i just have a peaceful life ? , i didnt make til him . i didnt disturb him la , and he came and disturb me . and said i even turned bad , since i was so rude to him . yet , he didnt respect me at all . even if i respect him , ya ... so ? there wont be a differences , cried . thinking why must it be this way ? , its a family . why must family treat family members this way ? .
yupp , eu may be a very fierce tcher in an good school . BUT it does not mean , eu can do this at HOME . if i did something wrong , ya .. i may admit and let eu scold . yet i didnt do anything wrong , its just talking on phone . somemore didnt affect til eu , yet i get scolded , and phone kena confiscated for NTH . my parents didnt even dare confiscate it , if i was talking on phone late at nite , they will tell me properly , and call me to slp . and i will listen , and hang the phone up . and go slp , but this time round . HE didnt even tell me PROPERLY , yet shouting at me . and he confiscate my phone just like this . obviously i cant take it .
after this incident , i seems to be more matured =D . hahas , yeahh =p . my mother praised me guai (: . HAPPYBIRTHDAY JOANNE .
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041106 ,
WHEES ~ , went out with yilingg ! . hahas , went shopping at vivo city ! ,,, wat the hell? there darnn big la can -.- . walk with her one level .. leg brokken liao la , we drink alchohol ! . then walk walk walk , then jiu go home le .
wahaha xD , went to coffee ambassy , go SLACK ! .
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031106 ,
today went trg , argh . not feeling well , like sick sick like this lorhhs )): . no mood train also . then after trg jiu go home le . went out to meet someone (: .
well , its my korkor and brother (: . hahas , they were the ones that bought me laughters and smile =) . happy that they came to find me , yet my mood aint that good . sorry korkor for giving attitudes )): . dui bu qqi , T_T
lovethem xDD .
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021106 ,
rahh - , nth to do at home . later got trg . yeah , it much better than staying at home =D . misses , <33
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011106 ,
hahas . went to meet angela at braddel for job interview , wa siao .. . they dun let us work -.- . this job got age group de , lol ! . then we went to toa payoh shop shop , then jiu take bus go orchard liao .
lol , we are DRENCHED =DD . raining so heavily , my shirt can squeeze water liao la , hair wet til - then ... bag also .. then went to cineleisure , go toilet dry . LOL . then went shop shop lor , ok la. . there nth to shop also la can -.- . BORED =DD . then went to find korkor at subway (: , he working there . brother also there , korkor today so busy . sian 1/2 , like forget me like tat lor .
then korkor finally come talk to me liao ! . wow (: hahas , angela went home le )): , left me . wa , my mood suddenly changed sia . like wthell ? . listening to tiantian yeye , suddenly mood swing til - , went soso sad . korkor and brother was trying to cheer me upp , hahas . sweet rite ? =)) . then i still cant smile sia , then brother dun know go where . so long . guess wat he do ? ! . he went to buy a soft toy speaker for me sia ! . OMG ?! . haiz , wei le cheer me up , he go buy . =(( , brother ar , why so waste $$ ? . but then i was happy la , he did this for me ! . then korkor bought me mango juice (: , same old pattern ! . then soso full narh ,
korkor , brother . thanks for everything ; will treasure wateva i could . thanks (: ,
iloveyou guys . ILOVETHEM (: , treasured -
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