♥ Your dearest girl,

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

1:40 AM

I'm sorry for being understanding enough dear. Sorry that I missed you too much, being so sticky. If I could choose from the start, I wouldn't do this. Cause it hurts alot not seeing you right now. And this is the second day only.
Still so many days ahead, what I can do is to miss you all along.

At work right now, but so bored. No mood for anything, seriously. I hate it so much, the feeling of missing someone suck.
Teach me what to do. Please?
我不说，不代表我不想你。
all you think was yourself. Consider about my feelings.

&the beauty.

10:56 AM

First night back here, and I felt so lonely. Even with everyone's accompany, I still feel that emptiness in me. Because baby is gone, went to reservist. He's not with me neither by me. He left all the teddy bears he bought and my favourite pooh pooh. Behind that pooh, there's lot of hidden story. Nobody would understand how much we went through these 4months+ going 5month. Hard times, good times. I know there is still a long road for us to walk hand in hand to finish our journey. This is just the beginning!

Baby is gonna book out on Friday, so not so bad. I changed my off to sat so I could accompany him. Lol. All these while been working and home, baby's place and my fave Maybelline.
Maybelline been accompanying me this one month, we see each other for almost everyday and even like our off? Maybe because we got many common likes. Our character are some kinda too =)
If not for her, I don't really know what's friends for. To be frank, I've lost hope in friends. But she gave me that hope of knowing friends are actually important though. That friends actually remains as time passes.

Two weeks faster end! So that this so called 'torture' ends :) and yes dear, I'm waiting for you to be back again.
Tmr off also, going facial with may! Then after facial go celebrate may's mother birthday. Don't know what to get for her, so guess just got to share the bill with may. Hmm, work actually quite boring. I got to rot from like 12.30pm to 5? Then the crowd starts. Always got to find things to do. Bored! And the worst is, my pay seems so low. I think compare to previous few jobs, this is the worst. But what to do?

Anyway this is for Jolene darling, if she happens to pass by here! :
I know it's been tough for you these few weeks but chill, when everything settles down, everything will be okay. Tolerate a little more, because there's no point giving up a relationship after so long yeah. Each gives in a little, and everything is perfect. Endure yeah, you know I'm always there & will be there. You looked so tired that time when I meet you. When you actually look so energetic and fresh each time I sees you but not now. So I guess you must be having alot of hard time. Anyway hope to meet you soon. Love

Alright, it's quite late right now. Goodnight ppl, waiting for baby's text.
Hahah. See ya

&the beauty.