♥ Your dearest girl,
I'm in the office, yaking with joey.
hah, no one to entertain me. so bored.
tired! slept at 5+ or 6?
LOL.
&the beauty.
hey, stop doing this to me. Because i couldn't take it.
Yes, sorry if i didn't reply. But it's because i'm quarreling. You waited, you didn't know i was quarreling, i bet you'll fume up. I don't blame you for that,
But that attitude like i owe you the whole world! Sorry. Fine?
Left home at 5+, get my eyebrown done. Met Ts, sitting outside raiders. Thinking to meet Xg&co or Nic&co. Ended saw Nic&baby walk over. Hahah, went raiders play lan. After that Xg&eva joined. Played til halfway, angry the way Xg play. So all left.
But Xg and Eva still upstairs. We went market eat my lunch. LOL.
Then Xg drove to upper seletar, but don't seems to be a good place to slack. So nic ride his bike back to block159, Xg drove there too.
Slacked, bored til play poker. Cute eh? All already 20+years old playing poker under block. Hahah, funniest part is the forfeit is to eat sour sweets, hit head.
Left at 12.50, home at 1! :)
Talked to Ts, puff. He's going out now. I'm on my bed now, tmr going back Jack cars. Work work work!
Alright, it's 3 now. Time for bed!
Got to wake up at 9 tmr, hope i won't be late.
Nights ppl!
我不想做那个没次在道歉的好吗？
&the beauty.
Eldest bro brought his friends back, it's kinda noisy.
I woke up at 5pm instead of my 6pm. LOL.
then went to wash up & prepare to go over mummy's place already.
took a train to sembawang.
Walked there.
=) eating dinner at home, mummy cooked!
yeah, it's like a week once. Hah.
Washed up everything, leaving soon.
Xg&co coming fetch me now, waiting for them. while 2ndbro&3bro driving back to amk.
later going over to Pasir ris find shi ling!
gtg!
Bye.
&the beauty.
It's a really tiring day today.
i woke up at 10am, washed up & prepared.
Jboy came to pick me up, met the rest as well. Fab&co.
Went over to Kallang, had Wanton noodles!
intending to go Eastcoast slack before Jboy send me back,
but his mum wanted him to fetch her.
so yeah, went back amk.
queued for my turn, to do my manicure. =)
done! i chose, shiny pink. it suck!
met up with Ts&co.
Eva&Xg went to have sushi, while Ts went to long john.
after finish eating, we went to find the phone.
gotten my pay, got Ts his promised birthday gift.
bought LgIcecream. cool.
what should be done is done,
went over to town to get tickets!
watching a midnight show with Ts&co.
think got 10ppl?
then went over to have my dinnerrrrr.
something cropped up, spoilt my mood.
why my birthday like that, sigh.
i just want to be happy!
Dinner was delicious! then went back to town, parklane.
lan for about 45mins? then Xg drove back to cine for our show.
Leon drove the rest as well.
Final destination is, violent. no wonder M18 -.-
disgusting. gross!
LOL.
came back to Parklane after movies,
L4D time.
Nigel is sleeping already, sorry didn't reply your text.
Asshole says he's turning in. sleep tight.
I'm going home now!
back then blog again.
:)
Bye!
&the beauty.
Woke up at 2.30pm! went wash up prepare, then went town.
Wheelock have sakae with ts, then meet up with honey & jialin. Couldn't contact sheena, don't know why also!
Then went far east shopping. Really walked so many rounds to hunt for my dress & blazer. Ended up bought my things, with necklace & belt. Tmr celebrate my big day! :)
After that parted with all except ts, went raiders meet up with Nic&HT. L4D's time! Heh heh. Versus one match & half. Then left for movie already. Wow, the show year one really sucked! Wasted my 10bucks lah, i mean, can sleep with that show.
Ts really fell asleep, while Nic&HT still so attentive. I'm falling asleep, but hanging there. Hahah.
After the show, it's around 1 already. Went 450, Nic & Ts eating. While me & HT staring at them. Puff & puff, bored.
Just went to the block opposite, waiting to see if meeting E&co not. But not, so slacked with Ts&Nic for awhile, home sweet home!
AuntieJ was sleeping already, so got to iron my dress myself. Gonna wake up at 10 tmr, meeting Jboy&co for lunch. Then heading to have my nails done. After that meeting up with Ts&co. Having dinner to celebrate my big day. Oh yes!
Alright, it's like 5.30am already. Gotta sleep cause left with few hours only. Hah, goodnight!
To that asshole if you're reading, go to sleep NOW! =)
Bye.
&the beauty.
Did many things past few days!
went cycling on the monday with Ts,Nic& baby.
then cycle til night time,
went home bathe & change. went out to lan with Ts,Nic.
then eat! After that, home sweet home. :)
Went Vivo with Ts,Nic. Xg actually coming, but instead he
went pasir ris meet SL.
We walked around, ts got his stuff alr. I didn't see
anything that i like, so just walk around lo.
then went Suntec meet up with Fiona.
By right Nic getting car from his sis, but his sis last minute
never lend him. everything cropped up!
Nic was damn angry, but lucky we were having our plans B.
went Egames for lan, played versus with Johnny&co.
heard Gary got girlfriend alr. LOL.
Then play til i think 4?
Nic's sis text him say she going other places,
needed the car still. So we proceeded to eating at Thomson.
Nic was cursing his sis got into an accident.
after hour passes, really happened.
sigh.
Ge Kiang!
Car smashed, cui. but sis nth wrong,
lucky.
God bless her, drive driving.
Today i'm awake at 6!
spent time with daddy&mummy,
now just bathed.
going to hub catch a show at 9pm.
it's 8.30 now, bye!
blog again when i'm back :D
&the beauty.
I woke up at 6pm! bathed, etc. went over to sembawang,
mummy's place. have dinner with the rest =)
Dinner was delicious! mummy ownself cook,
like once in a blue moon. prawns, scallops etc.
nice food!
Now using com, playing L4D.
gonna meet Ts&co later at raiders, go play lan.
yeah, i know i no life.
But it's a sunday, there's nth to do much.
Blog again when i'm back!
Bro gonna fetch me there.
&the beauty.
Woke up at 12pm, while i slept at 8am.
well done gwenn. another day that makes me old -.-
went straight to the salon opposite my sch that i always reborn.
got my curls hair down, got it reborned.
the same, auntie always charges me $55.
LOL, hair done. met desmond at 314, go his new house visit his dad.
then look around. went 338 have my breakfast, by then already 4pm!
time flies lah, i think i do hair got 2hours. cause too many ppl, do must wait one.
Went took a bus home, thought mummy would be home.
but she left to SGH visit ah ma already, another day of not seeing her!
been long since i seen her, miss mummy alot alot suddenly.
waited for ts prepare. then i go prepare also! waiting for Nic go fetch him.
actually going cycling one, then i damn excited. but last minute all not going,
ts also pek chek. i also pekchek, but what to do.
Leon came to fetch me, went over. but ended up going CGH,
things happened.
too long to eleborate. anyway it's opposite jboy's place,
so i called him. but he's actually over at little india. walking around, he complaining too bored. wth.
lol. next time bored also can go little india walk walk already, i tell ts.
everything's okay, done.
went T1 walked around, got my Titus watch done. then off to pick JH & HT.
Nic went collect car also, so all meeting up at town.
gonna watch The Proposal at cine. actually 12.05 show, but no slot.
so we watched the 1.30am one.
heard from Eric, derrick & chris also working at mac delivery at night
to kill time. like hell, really bored until like that?
LOL.
the show was okay, comedy+romance. not bad! 3.5/5stars.
ended around 3.30, after that part with Ts&co.
waited for Derrick&co come to fetch. go over changi eat,
then you know what?
car stucked at expressway while on the way back home. power!
i don't know what to do. so many consequences. so i went to the nearest petrol station, brought a tin along go pump 20$ petrol. went back, done.
quarreled with ts. my fault, fine.
i'm home now. pek chek. couldn't get to slp either.
nights ppl.
不要这样了好吗? 我很辛苦,宝贝。
&the beauty.
All the pictures i took that night with Ts&co.
Fiona went to reborn, while i washed hair. Wash damn angry, because i made the appointment. But they didn't tell me taking out extension costs!
Went back amk at around 10? Cause we 8 then started. Then have dinner at s11, while baby&co went to get tickets for turning point. Gonna watch a 11.50 show. Saw ShiLing at hub again, last week around this timing also saw her with her boyfriend. Hahah.
It's 1.40 now, show ended. Show damn lame, but overall it's about you betraying me while i trust you. Someone you treated good, will betray you too. So it's best you trust no one. :)
Xg drove to chompchomp opposite eat, nic they all eating prata. While me, fiona & ts watching them. Went to L4D after that, thena supper again.
While i was on the way, wanted to text that asshole. Then realise i left my phone on the table at lan. Faster u-turn back! Went to the table but gone. So asked the shopkeeper. Actually he found it, but he bring me walk around, make me scare! LOL.
then he return me, tell me next time don't leave things lying around. Ahhh! Careless me.
So went home, thank God phone was found. Thanks to that ass cause think til him! Hahah.
Now on the bed bloging, going to turn in now. Tmr going house warning & cycling in the evening with Ts&co. =)
Goodnight ppl,
Thanks Ts&co for that night.
能不能不爱了，因为爱太痛了。痛的我快死了，却无法把你望了。
&the beauty.
went out around 5?
meet Steven to have an early dinner =)
went to help out moving lights furniture from yishun to yck,
in his new car. which he name fast jet -.-
cause changed exhaust pipe. big big one, ugly. LOL. he'll kill me if
he sees this.
okay, then waited for ts to come. i stand outside mac smoking,
for like 20mins? alot of ppl also. crowded!
hmm, went raiders play lan again. there's nth to do, so many days mc.
no need work, no need study. free these few days. recovering fast also.
left with my throat, but the swell is going off. :P
played L4D, then Eric&co came. so played versus. win!
left, went big s11. Nic&co having supper.
Slacked, & conclusion came out! baby gonna come fetch us,
so Nic went back home to park bike. then go fetch Nic then us.
actually planned go Pasir ris prawnning. but in the last minute change
to go Loyang pray. after pray go egames lan.
saw Koma&co at Loyang. fate ._.
baby drove to egames, but they say closing, so we went to the lanshop
beside egames. saw the raiders the girl, she working there now.
play til 6am, went thomson had seafood glassnoodles. shared with ts, cause
couldn't finish either.
baby sent all of us home, now on my bed after washing up.
wanted watch my show, but the net jammed. zzz
so i guess i'm going to bed soon.
N's is coming, should take a break & take my papers i guess.
wished could turn time back, so i could study well for that.
time files, regretted not studying. ha. now regretting also no use.
stop attituding me okay, i don't owe you anything!
you know who you're lah.
happy happy treat me fucking good, then unhappy attitude me like hell.
wtf. i don't owe you anything, i say again.
pictures tmr! promise (:
oh yeah, that asshole accompanied me on the phone while waiting for
the rest pray. thanks! sleep tight pig.
hope ts's headache is recovering.
I'm going to bed now!
bye ppl, goodnight.
不要用我的爱来上伤害我，我知道我自己有多崔弱。
&the beauty.
Alright, went hospital with mummy today.
she volunteered to go with me! fetch me there.
=)
then had my xray, blood test, pressure & everything.
those normal routine.
they took my last xray & today's, they say it's good that those black patches gone.
cause can comfirm it's not something growing there.
but, now got like airbubbles inside. which is the viral infections that causes
me having high fever on & off, throat infections & stuff.
in fact, my lungs are infected already. practically, making me uncomfortable.
reached there at 2pm, left at around 5?
whole process took 3hours today.
they gave many anti-botics. so ex -.-
6pills for $44. i mean, to pay myself.. i think it's really wasted lo.
walao.
total bill very very expensive.
last month went A&E twice or thrice.
expensive like hell liao, then hospitalised like 2 times last month.
i really gonna not fall sick so easily. or else i'll go bankrupt in no time.
alright lah, mummy went. so i took a train to toa payoh, wanted
go back office get my laptop, visit Joey. ask Norman for the commission.
but heard from Eric, norman left very early. so no point, somemore wait for the shuttle like going an hour. so forget it, i took 88 back to amk.
meeting up with Jon&co. for L4D!
had dinner with them at LongJohn as well.
play til like 9? i straight away feel very very tired liao. maybe cause i slept 1hour only. this morning sleep, straight away burning with fever alr. so didn't sleep. so yeah, everybody play til very tired. we left raiders around 9.15pm?
then ts say he meeting nic&co. so i waited for them to come, play til like 11 and we left. so bored. nobody playing versus also.
Ts was very tired, he never sleep he go school then straight away go meet cousins.
Nic also sian though he come out an hour+ only. really
nth to do already. don't bother to wait for Xg come back also, so we went seperates.
homesweethome. =)
I'm home, using facebook. msn & watching show.
SOONHENG COMPLAIN I EVERYDAY NEVER GO HOME EARLY, STAY OUT LATE.
today i'm home very early okay. be happy alright. :P
& that asshole got his hamster and left me aside.
if he sees this, he'll kill me. LOL.
i'm going off to bathe & sleep.
not sure still gonna work at night tmr leh,
but anyway,
nights. :)
Thanks Jboy, for your concern!
容忍的人其实并不笨。
&the beauty.
who's gonna accompany me through the lonely night?
really disappointed.
alright, home after lan & cake.
today is ts's birthday.
that asshole went to sleep when i'm going home.
anyway, sorry to neglect you!
apologise.
all the best for your physio tmr.
i'm going kkh tmr, for appointment.
just nice can see doctor again, most probably lung infections.
that causes throat infection. now high fever.
always on & off. can't take it lah.
argh. ):
oh yeah, versus with Jon&co.
then Ts&co.
went swensens with Nic&co, celebrate ts's 21st :D
bought icecream cake for ts.
then went cozybay for awhile.
had a wonderful night though sick, thanks ppl.
i'm off to watch some show.
then sleep!
got to wake up early for my appointment.
goodnight ppl.
每晚便的和寂寞，没有了你，全都不一样。
我真的很想你！
&the beauty.
你几时才会开始知道你在伤害我？
我真的不要你了，我选择放手！不要再给我关心和鼓励，
我要忘了你。
alright, actually yesterday feeling so perfect except for the throat
infection. cause fever went down already,
but now i'm dangling at 39 to 40 again. ahhhh, very uncomfortable everywhere.
mummy say tmr have to go kk, so yeah. she say have appointment.
i've got quite alot of things to do today lah,
but all can't do already.
guess that asshole is still slping,
ts also. Fiona i guess?
i'm leaving for a puff,
then some show. =)
&the beauty.
(: I'm recovering fast!
yesterday was bull shit. went out at 1am?
meet ts, fiona & nic go prata house eat, slack.
talk cock. i wasn't feeling very good, but
much better than staying home on the bed. i took my temp, it was like
38.2 only? after around 2am? we went to fiona's house there to slack & play cards.
i was pasting the fever pad. within like 15mins? it became super hot,
like can boil egg.
still able to take it, so continue playing til morning 5am. since i don't have to work later.
by the time we leaving, i was very hot & giddy already.
thanks to ts send me home!
*thanks to that silly boy who waits for me at home! =)
but once i reached home, that asshole went to slp.
thanks for your concern!
Jboy as well.
i took temp at the point, 40 degrees already. like god damn it,
very hot. i'm feeling like my head gonna burn sooner or later.
Hah. but ah yi keep helping me put ice pack & things.
now i'm awake, fever subside. i'm feeling so good =)
left with the throat infection i guess?
ah yi say must be soak in the rain, lungs got infected again.
:( i'll recover soon!
yay.
off to puff,
then go watch some show.
bye peeps.
又过了一天，你几时才会回来？
你不爱我了。
&the beauty.
Yesterday went Tiong Bahru examination centre for chinese oral.
queue so long, ended up about 5mins only, then examinor ask me can go already.
cui! chinese means chinese. can't make it.
Saw Qing Li there, so we went back tgt. but like crap, we were drenched waiting for cab!
up the cab, i'm freezing already. whole body by then already soaked. then
the uncle aircon so big. finally reached hub, went to have mac!
chit chat then home.
bathe & changed. XG came to my house's pick up point pick me, b tell me don't smoke on his car later, or else he'll kpkb. i ask why? ts say cause he just washed car.
LOL. then ended up i rush finish my cig, you know what? XG says he want to smoke.
ARGH. feel like slapping him. Hah!
Alright lah, went town's Ion. so many ppl, the show we wanted to watch is full.
so we bought amk tickets. aftermath, nic & huiting came to find us at food republic.
then went Topshop walk a few round. then go raiders play lan. by then i'm feeling so feverish & throat pain. still tahan til finished lan, go movie.
by the time i reached the show, i started coughing badly. ):
went chompchomp opposite the prata talk cock with Fiona & co.
then went lan again =)
no com, somemore waiting for Leon to come. saw Jimmy & co.
Leon reached, just nice got com already.
like, YAY!
then went L4D a few rounds, home sweet home!
very tired & sick.
now wake up already, really high fever i guess. coughing badly & throat infections.
pathetic me.
recover fast Gwenn! :)
bye peeps, gonna rest.
每次生病时，都是你在我的左右。可是现在我又病了，你却不在。
感情也不在了！
我不配。
&the beauty.
你是好人，也是个坏人。
showing me the way to go, but left me halfway.
then i'm lost. but couldn't find someone i know,
to go ahead with.
life been okay, alright.
work, nlevel, worl nlevel.
being independent seems so tiring!
oh ya, went tiong bahru language centre for my make up n level english oral.
sis was there too. we had a good day though.
been long since i talked to her, see i saw her.
we had our dinner at peper lunch with wanyu.
walked around & home.
these little time, i'm happy & contented.
at least we're getting better i hope.
tmr got chinese oral lah, die. fail -.-
hmm, thanks to ts accompanied go get my hair done.
like, before i went for oral. i went to have my hair sprayed VERY black.
then went took a cab there. hair was so sticky and hard. like omg, disgusting.
like irritating, so many students, a few examinor. like wth! sat there doing nth for 3 hours just to wait for my TURN. like gosh, get a life.
then went meet ts,xg & eva after i had dinner with yiling.
went to wash my hair at hair illusion.
then go home change & out to lan!
played l4d, relaxing.
HAHAH. like, that's what we can do.
i'm sorry ts, didn't able to watch district 9 due to like
waiting for me get my hair done.
tmr okay?!
then played versus with jonathan eric they all.
went to eat & home!
was on the phone with silly awhile, then chat with ts on msn already.
now it's 3.45, i'm watching my fav show. lie huo xiong xin3!
at least something is accompanying.
well, i admit i felt rather lonely. after i'm alone.
for months, it's always empty in heart.
but thanks to those who always kept me accompanied.
hope that asshole sleeping tightly now.
goodnight ppl! off to my show.
nights :)
&the beauty.
你也知道你对我有多重要，可是你还是选择了把我放在一边。
我真的很辛苦！
hesistated. for that moment, i don't know what i'm thinking.
but just lost. i bet you're as lost as i do, but you still choose to do
this way.
i mean, i doesn't hold any hopes that we could or can try out again.
things wouldn't be the same.
if you doesn't want it, just tell me.
don't make me like a fool, holding on to you that thinking you would still..
like what you did, your actions doesn't seem to, but your words is farway to sweet.
it just probably soften my heart. i need to be cruel like everyone been saying.
hahah. can you let me off?
it hurts at times!
&the beauty.
alright. been out to work, lan, watch movie.
slackkkk.
there's like nth much i can do seriously.
but enjoyed the time out, at least returning home with a smile.
hahaha. no need to be like last time, having a sad face home or whatever.
oh yeah. i don't know why been stress being friends.
i don't know, things like even if i keep giving in.
so no point like that.
aiya, don't want talk much about it. make me even more stress.
goodnight ppl.
have to work tmr.
takecare =)
recover soon ts.
&the beauty.
(: A new day!
okay, it started off badly. i slept barely an hour, now i'm sweating everywhere.
because i think i'm down with fever againn.
so the next thing i do, went to eat med. now using the damn com doing nth.
daniel is crapping with me again on msn!
LOL.
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alright, belle been saying this two photos very different.
i just don't understand!
hah.
alright lah, i think i'm gonna nap.
tired! i'm awake for like i think 24hours if don't count that
barely 1hour of sleep.
&the beauty.
Everything changed. so many things happened through these months.
pathetic days.
I'm leaving you behind. with my heart, i gave up.
done.
final say!
谁不能睡，没有了你，全都不对。
&the beauty.
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