♥ Your dearest girl,
you never noe , how sad i'm . cause , no one's understands ):
&the beauty.
280207 ,
it been so long , and trg have been doing physical all the way . LOL , damn hiong can ? lol , nevermind la ,suffer dou suffer guo le . xi guan jiu hao , life have been good though , having trg is the best =) thanks dumb , pei-ing me .
Boy , i miss you (: rubbish ppl spamming my blog , and they are dumb :P
lol , rubbish lah . and , the person sucks too :D
&the beauty.
26 febuary 2oo7 ,
hahas , just now in school ; tio alot of taiqi . SIAN , zzz . okay , today school sucks ? . no art bag , kena scolding . then contact lens , today kena caught . DNT , tcher say not good enough ; redo ? . zzz , everything like going agaisnt me ? && i'm alone . everyone's was going agaisnt me . i dunno why and i dun wanna noe . just hope everything goes fine enough ,
after school ate with honeypie and babygal :D at school mac , hahas . so full can ? then all the way sat in foyer . from 2+ to 6 + . til ahjie come back , yeah xD . saw her , so happy ! but she lost her competition , nevermind lah ; jiayou jiu hao =D goodgood x) hoho ~ after tat , went ahjie house . then jiu go play ball from 7 til 8.30 + . HAHA , we chiong for the ball ; i didn't know there's is a puddle of water , then i stepped and run . in the end fall til very jialat . who shirt is wet , and shorts too . PAIN ah , my ankle and knee . shirt so dirty also ; smelly ! :x LOL , okaylah . then it's painful when i falldown , so pain ):
Then went home , walking with one leg ; so painful can -.- dumb called me , pei me talk on the phone all the way til i reached home . after tat , went bathe and study . HAHA , i goodgal x) after tat , dumb called me . talking to him now : D LOL , sian lor .
love me for who i'm ,
and not wat i'm .
&the beauty.
26 febuary 2007 ,
went out with silian quan and dumb today . afternoon , went orchard with dumb . he shopped with me til siliang and quan come . wah , he damned dumb la ! :x force me eat noodle : D so dumb la , haha . kaylah , then after tat . quan and siliang come liao , we all jiu go botanic garden take photo's for art . so damn hot ): we all sweating like hell ? LOL , espacially siliang . kum gong ! sweat til whole shirt wet til jialat sia =D then took a cab , since it's raining heavily . took a cab to fareast opposite , then took 132 . on the bus damn cold lah , everyone was like , freezing like ... i was slping while freezing !
after tat , they went to meet ghimyang if not wrong .. to KPOOL bah , then i went hougang for my bbq ! spent $22 for the rides . ZZZ , we played the funfair rides . so ci ji ! fun la ! , flying in the air . and the coaster . 365 degrees turn de lor ! haha . but expansive ): waste money de lor . the feeling marcham will fall out like this de , ahhaas . scarescare =/ but did enjoy , so nevermind lah : D then bbq , ate alot ! thanks chia soon (: went home after tat . abt 10 reached home , talked with dumb on phone . til my father kp ! then he in the end also say sorry ; lols . my dad is funny , and have a fight with them though . nevermind ; hate staying at home having fights with them .
i have never expected this to happen , i have never think so far . we are so close yet so far ; my only .
&the beauty.
25 febuary 2oo7 ,
Boy , i noe it's abit too late to tell you this . i have already know the answer , yet i still . i can't control . why ? . i kept wondering , was it realli the matter of this ? or ? . why can't i just give up , nope ; i can't . i have been through alot , i can't give up just like that . and so , i love you . but i dun need you to love me , cause ; i know the fact . by the way you said to me ,i know it won't happen . sad is sad , but is this realli the fact ? i guess so bah . all i can say de , this is my only side of views . i dun force you for anything , wo zhi dao ni hen ai ta . have been prepared for this , ): .
&the beauty.
24 febuary 2oo7 ,
Boy ; i missed you so . hahas , just came back meeting ahjie . we played the whole afternoon ? practising netball catching skills ? she teached me so x) wahahas , sweat alot too . wah , but sad sia ; she kena scolded by her mother cause of playing with me the whole afternoon . then she very angry + sad lah . sorry ahjie , next time i dunwan play with you so long liao . see you like this = my heart pains . zzz , cheerup okay ! :D loves jie ,
then after tat , went to take bus back home ; on the way home , dumb call me . haha , he is sweet luh :x he call me eat dinner , call me faster go home (: hahas , takecare also . damn sweet lah him , opps ? . LOL , then after that , went home . so bored , my another com kena moved to near my room ! : D then i went to bathe . bathe finish liao , came out . like wtf ? , suddenly my mood changed . so no mood , dunno why also . wondering bout , is it missing him too much ? =x aiya , i dun even noe myself well enough . but so , just sian lor . nth to do , zibi - ing .
ahhh ! ): wo zhi dao ni hen ai ta .
&the beauty.
23 febuary 2oo7 ,
i dun give a damn ? :x baobei ; if you really wan's to go agasint me ? , so be it . I can't care much bout you , wat you wan's to choose now ; i can't do much . sorry if i have do wateva things that makes you thinks i'm playing you , or wateva allrights ? i dun give a damn , to me ; i have treated you the best le . i can't do anything to care bout you , but so wat can i do ? even if i have nags for you long enough ? but have you ever , rmb's wat i have said ? . NO , you dun care . and so , you are always rmb-ed by me . but i can't say much , choose wat you think it's right for you ! that's all i can say ,
Boy , you are my one and only ; && i love you <33>
&the beauty.
210207 ;
finally (: , days have passed ; and it's soon gonna be the day he is back :D boy ; i'm missing you too much , i wonder why ? . have been thinking of you , i dunno why also . haix ): , sian . newyear suppose to enjoy de lor ; but it came out to me suffering for me . vomited all day long , can't enjoy either .
and i'm here without you baby . our promises ' boy , if i said i begining to love you ? well ; you won't know how i felt . cause you dun love me at all ; i'm nothing to you ! ):
i'm so sicked , and i'm alone here . i need a support , i need someone . baby , can you be my one ? my valentine .
&the beauty.
17 febuary 2007 .
boy ; do i have the rights to say i'm missing you ? . it been passed so long , yet i'm still missing you like wat . why am i missing you so much ? . i wanna forget you , cause you made me suffer badly ): boy ; if i wan's to be with you , would you be my valentine ? . i guess it's not gonna be , cause i noe you ain't loving me . since you have other gals , i woulden't be the one there .
i'm sorry , if i have irritated you . but boy , i wanna say ; ILOVEYOU soso much .
since the day you left me , and you left ; my heart goes sadded . i dunno why . but the reason it's so much clearer and straighforward , it means that i miss you so much . i felt so hopeless ever since you left me , i dunno how am i gonna express my love for you ; yet . i love you so much ; eversince you appeared . boy ; i realli do miss you alot . && , i wanna you be mine . i wanna you be my valentine boy ; loves and misses .
and my heart goes missing you . come back to me soon , INEEDYOU *
` sadly missingyou ~
and you dun even noe ;
&the beauty.
040207 ,
i wanna celebrate valentines day with him , i dun wanna celebrate alone . this year , valentine day wil be alone spending . haix ; would you be my valentine ? i need you ` muchmuch .
&the beauty.
