♥ Your dearest girl,
1NOVEMBER2007 ;
-happybirthday LIYI .
-happybirthday YIPING .
-happy 2yrs6mnths CHANEL;CC .
well , things are going better . i'm happy as day goes by . though i may NOT have you ard , but yet .. i still have all my sisters & friends (:
thanks sisters' you all bought me through my difficult times !
-DARLING;
-YILING;
-YEELING;
-XUETING;
-FION;
-ESTHER;
-ERIN;
-MAY;
can i say , i miss you all ? =]
i really do .
God bless all of you ! x)
may Lord protect every single one of you ! ^^
* you said you woulden't have this , you woulden't have that .
overall , you're still a f. flirt .
lol , it doesn't really matters me ; but seeing you doing all these ..
disgraced me :/ sucks .
later got trg at tampanies .
not sure the time , but leaving soon =)
i guess , will be home late cause it's a so far distance .
bye all !
takecare ,
i'll be back <3
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JESUSCHRIST <3
&the beauty.
311007 ;
I just feel so unlucky .
Lord , why do things goes this way ? i don't believe in this . I believe in you . Father , i pray that things will goes smoothly anyway (:
I'm taking this seriously , God , i do love you .
CAR ACCIDENT :/
it was yesterday night , nth much abt that anyway . it's just bruises & cuts . bleed a little , but of course it'll .
anyway ,
SORRY TO THOSE THAT WANT'S ME TO UPDATE .
currently not free uh . sorry =[
i'll try to update as soon as possible !
<3 all .
misses much '
&the beauty.
281007 <3
CONGRATS SIS ,
YOU BECAME A CHRSITIAN ;
PART OF US x)
may the Lord , grow with you .
you'll walk faithfully the Lord .
in Jesus name ,
amen .
&the beauty.
281007 <3
CONGRATS SIS ,
YOU BECAME A CHRSITIAN ;
PART OF US x)
may the Lord , grow with you .
you'll walk faithfully the Lord .
in Jesus name ,
amen .
&the beauty.
sorry peeps , i'm just too busy to blog .
& NOT MIA allright :)
today's cell group was fun .
hahah .
and ya , apologise to you girls too .
i know partly i'm in fault though .
sorry :/
&the beauty.
BIRDS DAY IS FUN .
though some didn't come =[
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fcuk it !
just take it as my fault then .
zz
&the beauty.
2OCTOBER2007 ;
currently at my own house since yesterday .
mother drove us to malaysia , & we went shopping .
hahah , bought 4 tops & 2 bottom .
well , nth much uh . sian ,
everyday really sian .
going back amk at night , :/
sis : don't be so upset abt it .
this is wat it should be , there's nth we can
change the fact unless we turn back the clock .
sis , i'll be there .
loveya <3
&the beauty.
191007 ;
hais . been separated from the rest of the 2A's . some stay , some go . argh .
i'll miss all those over to thru train especially evelyn & dear ):
nth much to do .
): i really really sad .
abt the results .
argh !
been doing photos .
thanks to SOFEA ! =]
nth to say alrdy .
bye all .
hopeless me .
&the beauty.
151007 ;
hahah .
another tired day ,
but thanks to the Lord ,
he healed me once again fully =)
loves .
&the beauty.
say me for all you want .
i alrdy lost the motive of doing ,
i alrdy lost the hope you gave .
the trust i have put on ,
everything was lost .
eyes swollen . pain like fuck ,
tears just coulden't stop ,]
& nth can explain .
ilu .
&the beauty.
darling ,
i didn't know wat happen in btw us ,
in anyway i find both of us fine ?
Things will still be the same ,
things will still goes fine ..
but why just can't we stop quarreling ?
if you think i'm not caring much ,
i won't spend my time sms-ing ; preparing things ; or even write it down .
seriously , i really had enough .
i'm gonna .. gonna break down .
too much problems coming up just the same exactly day !
me & you .. i'll still be awaiting our 9month , the date has been carved in my heart . believe it or not , trust me or not .. up to you then .
enough of living in rumours & critisizer's .
tears are rolled ,
rose had dried .
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erinDEAR ,
do takecare while you're away =]
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sis ,
sorry abt yesterday . i guess your brother scold de
correct . i shoulden't have brought you out til late night .
& i find me very guo fen . he trusted me , but i broke the trust .
yeap ; it's my fault . i apologise . sorry ..
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God , i'm very stress .. i hope things will come to an end .
i raise my burden up , i lifted it up to you ..
i'm sure Lord , you could carry it better than me .. I'm sure you're capable of settling all these .. I'm sorry Lord , i know i shoulden't have come to find you when i've problems .. but in fact , i promise that i'll continue to do all these stuffs .. & to be always faithful under you . I'll walk with you , grow with you all these while .
In Jesus name i pray ,
Amen *
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praise the Lord ,
&the beauty.
120CTOBER2007 ;
to the someone ;
i don't know what i've done , i don't know what i've said .
but you just treat me as if i'm your years&years of enemy .
i didn't do anything , you critisize-d me , you do all kinds of things ,
i chose not to do anything just because i treat you really like one part
of the tgt . going 2yrs , i thought we all 7 ppl will stay strong .
but no , we didn't . it came out to be 4:3 . i mean , why can't we just be united like b4 ? can't we be back "BIRDS" that ppl called us ? .. allright , i really have got nth to say ANYMORE . if things just go on like this , i can't do anything ,
though i'm trying real hard to change everything . but it didn't work ,
): things just go badly day by day .
to ERINdeardear ;
heh . cheerup my dear (:
don't be sad . Sukhairy will write all these
it's not because he don't love you ..
is because he love you too much ,
& he was afraid he would lose you okay ?
you're thinking too much , going a year alrdy . .
MUST BE HAPPY AWAITING FOR HARI RAYA & 1 YEAR ! :D
cheerup yeah .
love you pretty much <3
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my post for today ;
i pon-ed sch .
but just nth to do at home ? only using com . bored like omg .
later 5pm got physical at yck . sian ! hope can improve my physical though .
God bless x)
leaving this blog ,
`GWENNDOLYN -
ilu :x
&the beauty.
i'm tired .
i've got nth to say ,
but stil , i didn't give up .
imu :x
&the beauty.
8OCTOBER2007 ;
allright , this will be a photo session (:
yesterday , went out with yiling + work .
lol , didn't have too much money though , but earn some .
& i think doing this is too simple . lol ! :D it's fun .
then , later going sch at 12 , cause got trg ^^
funfun . and exams ended ~
MY HAIR IS GETTING CURLER & CURLER DAY BY DAY !
WASTED MY $70 TO REBORN -.- WTFISH ! ..
me & yiling . tried that shirt , and we bought it , dear bought one too =]
me & darlinq ; that day going home .. on the bus took it (:
me ? x.x . sorry uh , didn't mean it .
JesusLoves' ♥ saw it on the bus . FYI : IT'S NOT DRAWN BY ME .
okay , this is out of boreness ! -
nth much , cause most of the photos are mine .
don't want post it , cause i look super sucky ..
LOL .
byee all =]
i gtg !
i'm missing ..
yeeling,nainu,sis,dear,darlinq ♥
yes , it's them <3
`GWENNDOLYN -
imu,ilu :x
&the beauty.
071007 ;
i don't know wat to say ,
i don'tknow wat today will happen ,
wat can i do to make you my ?
fallen so hard , fallen so fast .
how did it happen ?
(adapt somepart from the song "how did i fall in love with you ? "
wah , the song really sad siaa .
like , a guy fall in love with this girl , whom didn't know he fall in love with her . & he don't know wat to do , to make her he's )x
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Get on with my life then :D
today ? went tuition . then went out with yiling to study
at bishan library first .. heh .
then we went to work on things .. lol . then go home alrdy =]
bored though ;
& i'm definately missing deardear;sis;darling;xueting;yeeling .. the nvr able to change the fact .. cause , i love them ♥ ,
it's true . all the times ..
it's 1:33am . & i'm going off to die ..
hais .. saded .
`GWENNDOLYN -
who will then understand me real well ?
you , yourself .
imu :x
&the beauty.
&the beauty.
bored .
things just didn't go smoothly .
I waited all day , all night all times ;
just to see you appearing infront of me .
i've to watch you secretly , just because i don't
want to let you know i'm watching you .
& love didn't fade but gained each day .
how am i suppose to do ? but , i wait .
i'll wait for you .
I felt hopeless seeing you right infront of me ,
i've alot to tell to you .
i've much to say , but i coulden't . i can only watch you
go pass me . without saying anything .
i cry in the middle of the night ,
i weep all day .
just wanted to see you all along ;;
imu :x
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today ?
i reborned my hair )x
i think it's ugly .
hahah .
then .. after school wait for sis to finish her sch service .
then go cab home :D
thanks sis <3
loveya ♥
&the beauty.
03OCTOBER2007 ;
argh . exams again ):
hais .
-englishpaper1&2
-history
-chinesepaper1
-geography
-literature
FINISHED .
i know i'm gonna fail .
today done history , so sick .
don't feel like doing also .
my throughtrain is gone -
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later gonna study homeecons&science .
(: byee all .
`GWENNDOLYN -
i'm really tired ;
&the beauty.
