♥ Your dearest girl,

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

11:57 AM

(27/10/2010)

Happy 1st year anniversary baby.
Time files, it's 12monthsary now.
I don't know why i kept asking myself this,
"Were you really happy?"

I'm not trying to be paranoid abt, I felt there's smth in
btw us. Life sucks. Why is it like that.
Everything seems fake, it was like i'm dreaming for the past 1yr.
I don't even know you were true to me or not.

baby has been treating me like i don't worth a cent.
just because i spoilt him, he's taking me for granted.
I felt really like leaving this damn place.
I think baby is so contradict with his words. Telling me how much
he needs me, but talks to me so attitude. throw temper as and when he like,
talking to me like i owes him the world. wtf?

I think this quote is good, though don't imply on my r/s.
Just find it nice though randomly. from paul's fb,
"If you love two people at the same time, choose the second
one. Because if you truly loved the first one, you wouldn’t love another
one.”

This is good! =)

If you really loved the first one, you wouldn't bother loving
the second one. worst, you wouldn't even find.

It's like 3.04am in the morning, gotta wake up like 9?
I'm so gonna sleep soon. Just these rubbish kept haunting me.
I some kinda lost faith in this r/s, after hanging on for a year.
You don't seems to change, even a little bit.
I miss all our silly time tgt, seriously. ):

GOODNIGHT PPL.

&the beauty.

11:19 AM

(21.10.2010)

Hello people! I'm so dead beat.
I couldn't imagine i cleaned up a house.
Seriously! =) I mopped, sweep, vaccum & dry it!
Wahaha, a sense of satisfication :D

Baby is gonna be back tmr night, and i'm not going airport.
Due to work. and i'm feeling super mao dun. don't know why
i'm thinking so much too. Maybe when he's ard, we seriously lack of
communication.
Haha.

I'm so so tired now, and i've to wake up at 6!
gotta reach office at 8.30, but i was early a few
times only. suck. practically been working, sat is for sch,
sunday is for family.
where'e time for myself? :(
I need to buy time like what HY said on fb ..

I went to work on time today! Saw JZ at the entrance, and yes!
i'm earlier. LOL.
i don't want crap already. Gonna bathe and sleep! super tired.

It's 2.26am,
goodnight everyone ^^

&the beauty.

10:33 AM

Hello everybody! =)

It seems like I've disappeared for quite a long time.
HAHA. alright, i'm home. & superrrr bored right now.
Baby is in Europe. I wished i were there. Thanks to sch & work!
I'm in S'pore alone! Mom,dad,bros are in Japan now.
:(

I flunk my marketing assignment la fuck! I put in so much effot.
argh. hmm, gonna bathe and sleep.
tmr gotta go work. Anyway, FML. Thank you :D

Oh! and i realised, people changes without seconds.
Seriously, i didn't know how to la. teach me pls,
if i could change that fast, i wouldn't be in this
state now.
I'm exhausted, to even think about it.
f.

GOODNIGHT!

&the beauty.

9:19 PM

I'm sorry for missing such a long time.
Have been so busy over work :(

And my dearest hubby is leaving to Europe tonight.
I'm gonna be so alone!

I'm in the office right now, but super tired. really exhausted.
Went to Yang Gui Fei yesterday for Andrew's friend bday.
Went with hubby around 12am, super tired. I enjoyed myself.
Been chatting with Agatha, Belle, Michelle & Lynn. Had a great
night with them though.
Hubby was enjoying pool with ah boy they all. Haha!
Finally have a chance to catch up with them =D

Left the place around 3.45am! They wanted to go NANA,
baby was tempted! But so sorry, i got to work :(
and my poor boy got to follow me home.
Slept at 5 as I was texting Angeline(Bee Wen),
But i fell asleep la! Sorry dear, I know you damn sad.
But i really didn't mean to fall asleep.

Woke up at 7.45am by dear. He took leave today as he don't
feel like working cause flying tonight. Then he's so nice to
fetch his sister & his wifey!(me) to work.
He's damn pathetic, he has to fetch his sister to work(hougang),
then fetch me to work(Alexandra Terrace), then go Telok Blagah to find
his daddy go duplicate keys, then go home. About 12pm, he
gotta go hougang fetch his sister to Telok Blagah(safra)
to get regristered for Nat Nat's play school, then fetch back
to Hougang again! wahaha. Poor thing dear! Thanks anyway. =)

I slept 1.5hrs only! I'm so dread tired right now. Later going
home first then to airport send hubby & family.
Okay, i'm seriously disappointed! I've nvr seen B so excited
over anything when he's with me, he was never so happy when he's
with me. He nvr once count how many days, left how many hours to
our anni/important dates or anything! But he eventually counted
how many days and hours left for his trip :\
like wth.

ahhhh. forget it! I'm gonna be back soon, cause i'll be super
free for 2 weeks! cause B is not ard. :(

Cheers!
Goodbye people. off to lunch!
:)

&the beauty.