♥ Your dearest girl,

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

1:23 PM

Mr Elmo, you said you'll always stand by me.

But maybe, i'm silly enough to believe. :(

&the beauty.

12:57 PM

Are we still going on strong?
sometimes i doubt we're,
but i love you sister!

&the beauty.

10:23 AM

): days been bad i guess?
i don't know why,
seems so empty since you went aboard.
gonna be years when you get back,

been home after work lately.
nvr go anywhere elses,
except ytd after work went watch movie with wei yin & adrian that whole group.
other than that, nth much in life.
omg,
life been so bored which seems like ,
so waste time cannnnn.

okay, i'm working full shift tml at roadshow outside hereen.
(: so , goodnight!

one last thing,
♥ i miss you darling!
=) all the best for your upcoming matches.

&the beauty.

10:47 AM

I'll keep a part of you with me,
in everywhere i go, you'll be.
& everywhere i'm , you'll be in my heart.

Hah. i'm just being random,
so i worked in takashimaya today.
bored, no ppl one.
tml at heeren!
come come visit me.
LOL.

&the beauty.

11:33 PM

started working at orchard tangs alr,
selling perfume :\
wah, stress. so hard ><
next week will be at takashimaya,
keep changing enviroment.
change enviroment liao, must blend with it again.
sometimes really missing school, lol.

&the beauty.

11:19 PM

going to tangs at town soon :\
job ~

i want it, badly!

&the beauty.

8:56 PM

Have been home early lately.
:\

so tired,
gonna quit my admin work & get on with sales i guess.
cause i really can't get used to admin work.
don't like it,
very not flexible. sit there whole day like an idiot,
keep on writing, calculating ><
bull shit.

LOL.

sales will be better, walk ard. :D
HAHAH.
okay,
got to go do my stuff alr.

BYE ppl,

&the beauty.

12:20 AM

Well, it been a long time since i blogged.
:\

been so busy,
my mind is all work.
i've to keep myself occupied,
in order not to think abt you.
you left so far away,

i didn't know what i can do.
but to miss you.

gonna be out at 6,
bored.

&the beauty.

11:25 PM

EXAMS' officially over.
i wanted to enjoy, but i'm sick. :\
help. can someone pls heal me,
i wanna play. i'm home for long,
i wanne get out & enjoy.

must must work alr,

&the beauty.

4:21 PM

Okay,
tml's paper gonna suck.

guess gonna flunk my EOY,
i think.
:\

no more tops alr.
:O

Baby,
misssssssyou.

&the beauty.

4:53 PM

Sick sick sick. :\

&the beauty.

7:46 PM

I MISS YOU.

all i think, was all our memories ):
i don't know why,
maybe spent too much tgt alr.
sorry that i used to treat you very badly,
but realised how much i need you after you decided to leave.
i apologise,
for not being a good gf.
i left you, not because you aren't good enough for me;
it was myself.
not good to be your gf.

sigh,
saw you walking into the departure hall,
makes me felt hopeless.
i don't know what i can do, neither what can i say to make you stay.
i know, you've to leave. you got to leave, it's a must.
but i really don't want things to be like that,
i don't know why it became this way.

i want to end it,
i said i put a full stop here & end our story!
but it kept on dragging. feelings pulled me away,
pulled me back to the past, how happy we used to be.

those thoughts seriously kills :\
it makes me want you back, even more.
i rewinded & play the slides of our pictures,
times & again.
yet, missing you was all i can do.

now that you've gone far away,
i don't know how i can talk to you.
not even through internet i guess,
i sense this time you left,
we'll hardly talk.
:(

i know this post is gonna be long,
because all these was hidden feeling.
didn't wanted to blog it all,
til i know you're totally gone.
you wouldn't view & tag like how you used to,
long ago.

baby! i miss you.
really,
hoping that 1year, will end faster.
so you'll be back.

<3

&the beauty.

5:14 PM

okay, bored days are back.
gonna study all i can,
then FINISH eoy!

(:

then can play for all i want,
that's what baby say.

&the beauty.