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Sunday, September 30, 2007

7:04 AM

30SEPTEMBER2007 ;

(: THINGS GOES FINE .

but , i ill again ):
sick . fever came up .
omgomgomg ]x

nth to say ..
pics below :D

nth much .

lol , love all =)

STUDYHARD PEEPS ,

ALL THE BEST FOR EOY & PPL WHO TAKING N AND O'S .

TAKECARE XD .

to ERIN ;
rmb , takegoodcare of your health
& don't study til like midnight or smth ?
okay . takecare uh !
love ya !

to sis :
love ya ! :D

GTG .

`GWENNDOLYN -
imu :x

&the beauty.

7:19 AM

down .

mood down also .

sister , you didn't know how much i care .
you didn't understand my love for you ,
& you didn't bother to know how i felt .

but i still care & love .
though i can't say to you ,
nor explain .
but God says i must love you ,
as you're my sister always .

it hurts me when everything was )x
sis , i felt very terrible .
cause , i love you very much .
i didn't blame you before , neither will i in future .
i trust you , like i used to . pls don't break the trust ,

Christ sisters <3

&the beauty.

6:56 PM

27SEPTEMBER2007 ;

okay , let me start .
it's the 3rd day in the hospital , & i'm suffering like WTF _ .

thanks to those who visited me in the hospital ,
& i'm so gladd .
the most of the surprised wassss ;

WILSONBROTHER CAME TO VISIT ME WITH HIS CUT FRUITS .
it's so weird okay . hahah , and alvin ; yiling;erin;jelene;darling & everyone <3

LOL , it's so many .

jeff;sherylyn;jiahui;felicia;johnray;shawn and more wanted to come .

specially thannks to my family members ,
especially MOTHER;FATHER <3333

but can't , cause i'm not sure when i'll be discharged . <3

anyway , so much thanks to all okay (:

I LOVE ALLLLLL ~

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now here , i'm suffering with needles over .
argh , i'm IN PAIN luh =[
help .

laptop can only ease abit of my pain ,
but not all you see .
& help .
i need you here by my side )x

nevermind .
hope to discharged soon .
HOSPITAL IS A HELL for me ):
omg .
loveall .

i'm in my specs now ,
look fucking UGLY -
no contact lens . argh ,

I NEED GO ALRDY .

bye peeps .
ILOVE ALL <3

takecare ! :D

`GWENNDOLYN -
imu :x
ilu <3

&the beauty.

8:15 PM

26SEPTEMBER2007 ;

& yeah , happybirthday to marcusLEOW :D
enjoy your 17th birthday !
AND HAPPYEIGHTMONTH TO DARLING ! <3333

okay , then go on with my things .

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25september2007 ;
fainted in sch . then LOC , then was sent to kk hospital .
was sent to A&E , poke-d with needles and injections ..
then slept all the way til 7pm+ , so damn pain okay !
i really hate going hospital ever again )x
then , every four hours have to poke one needle each side .
then fucking pain uh =[

then nvm , slept til today morning .
it's 11.17am ; i'm on my bed .
mummy bought my laptop here ^^
& i'm using it right now .
or i'll be bored dead . LOL !
but can only use 1hour , the nurse say want .
so sian ..

then now my hand pain like ~ omg .
*faint* to pain can .
zzz , then i now left with 17mins to use .
SEE ! hate being a patient . controlled all over !
then , later darling,yiling,erin,jelene,alvin,kenneth or don't know ah .
gonna come over and visit me :D
haha , i miss everyone <3

& i really do ! LOVETHEM ALL .

*special thanks to DARLING ,
came to see me in the middle of the night .
hahah , she's so good <3
others too ! <33333333333333333
LOVE ALL ~

now , i'm suffeirng here .
but i'm sure i'm not alone anymore .
with so much friends around ,
BUT BOY ; pls know that .
i do loveyou still =X
imu :x

special thanks to my dad&mom too ! <3333333333333

YEELING&XUETING ARE NOT LEFT OUT STILL !
<3

thanks to all that msg-ed me ,
or even call me & visit me !

XIEXIE ni men .
always love !

i think i gtg anyway ,
nurse will be scolding !

PEEPS -
ILOVEEVERYSINGLEONE OF YOUALL x)
it's the truth !

i'm sure my report out later , will be negative .
so , hais . live for what i've .

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*If one day I left ,
not because I wanted to ;
but I've to .
& though my person may not be there ,
but as i leave , i'm sure my heart&soul will
follow everyone of you .
rmb to all , i'll always love you all .
takecare of you all , and i'm sure ..
I'LL REALLY love you all *

this is a promise to God ,
to everyone of them .
cause , i love all (:

Thank God ,
for healing me sooo fast .
In Jesus name I pray ,
AMEN =]

GTG ~

BYEEEEEE .

`GWENNDOLYN -
when you're gone ,
the pieces of my heart are missing you .
imu :x

&the beauty.

8:16 AM

i don't know how to explain .
i don't know how to say .
sister , you lied to me ;
& i don't know what you're thinking too .

i'm utterly disappointed with you ,
love ya , like i always do .
God says so .

&the beauty.

9:06 AM

seriously , i don't know how to express my sadness .
yet , if i finds out the truth ..
& it's really negative .. i really will breakdown .

sister , tell me the truth will ya ?
loves '

christianity <3

&the beauty.

9:35 AM

things didn't go the way i want .
have been going hospital in & out .
i'm extremely worried for report ..

sorry if i've quarreled than .
):

&the beauty.

8:41 PM

22september2007 ;

yesterday was a bigbig busy day (:
thanks darling anyway .

yesterday went erin house with yiling&jane .
have been going to erin house ! but fun lah =)
of course , i'm sorry erin . know i'm a slow learner .
stupid me )x

i'll do my best , no matter what .
:D all the best for monday's dance test .

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so , today's plan is .
going out at 12.45 , to meet yiling first .
then go amk mrt meet jane&yijun to dance =]
then will be going out with mummy&daddy at night .
it's the best time to buy ! (:
hahah . hope they don't mind .
=p studyhard !

sorry darling , cant accompany you today .

<3 love all !

i'm missing everyone ,
never left out xueting&yeeling =)
you both wil always be in me .
no matter what .

`GWENNDOLYN -
today's mood ? rather okay ^^

i m u ! =x
but i couldent say out ,
i still loveyou .

&the beauty.

6:22 AM

19SEPTEBER2007 ;

HAPPYSIXMONTHS TO TANYILING .
HAPPYONEMONTH TO SHERYLYN .

& sch was fine today .
i'm extremely hardworking .

i was so malu , when mr ong called my name for the open women champion thing .
argh . i felt so happy :)

thank God ...

&the beauty.

8:00 AM

this post is specially dedicate to

NUR ERIN LIEW (:
ILOVEYOU ~
hahah .

to let her know ,
=)

&the beauty.

6:51 PM

18092007 ;

LOL . it's 9.51am , tuesday morning . i'm bored , and i'm using com .
sian .. kill me .

&the beauty.

7:28 PM

16SEPTEMBER2007 ;

firstly , happybirthday to my 2ndbrother . it's his 19th birthday (:
heheh .

didn't blog yesterday , due to was out the whole night .
let's start from the morning ?
early in the morning , nainu&toot keep calling my phone .. but i was slping.
hahas , then they call my house . my brother wake me up ! then they say i'm playing .. i faster change & dash out of house . went to take a cab .
the most angry part , the taxi driver don't know how to go . zzz !
i was like , left with 10mins ? argh. but still reached in time . so , i'm able to play . lol :D .

firstround - met NanHua sec ; won . 3-21 ,
secondround - met AMKSS ; won . 7-21,14-21 ,
thridround - met NanHua sec ; won . 6-21,15-21,

overall , won =)

got first with my parthner .. thanks all to pamelyn .
got a bag&racket&shuttle and stuffs .. that makes up $300 ?
lol , cheater leh .
so wat if we win ? it doesn't matter .. cause we're lousy .
it's just because , we're lucky ..

then , went to compasspoint with toot&nainu .. took bus back to bishan .
then took 13 back .
so , studystudystudy . super tired ? )x
nvm .. then , bath-ed and it's abt 7+ .
ate my brother's birthday cake , and took photos with him .
but didn't upload , due to it's not taken in my phone ^^
lol . then went out at 9pm+ , went darling ..
we took a cab to balestier , and we watched the show (naraka19) ,
or smth like this . not bad , quite nice . then went out the whole night with darling . ahaha , quite fun . but tired ):

reached home pretty late .
& i was once again emo at night =(
i don't want to tears , but it just rolled .
God , heal me ..

some pics .. these few days ..

i'm moodless now .
really fugging moodless .
i don't know why , but i just think of you .
and tears roll . ilu still & imu =x

to Yeeling ;
eh .. cheerup kay ?
don't think too much .. things will go smoother .
nth wrong want , it's normal quarrel yeah .
smile =) & sister will be here .

*i'm not sure if you're viewing my blog or not ,
why . must you change your wallpaper when you saw mine .
i put me&him's photo .. then you from our photo change to
you&him .. wat's that meaning for ? lol , i don't mean anything .
but you know how irritated i'm .. i don't know why . seriously ..
hais .

everything just didn't go the way i want ,
i surrender ..
God , come carry my burdens . i'm carrying it ,
and it's so heavy . i believe , you'll carry it
much better than me ..

GTG ALL .
HAVING ELITE LATER (:
HAPPY .
BUT SAD DIDN'T GO CHURCH )x
okay , takecare all .
LOVES <3333 .

`GWENNDOLYN -
ilovemysisters,friends,buddys&family =)
nth will change .
my love for you , is as still .
believe it or not , it's up to you .
i loveyou for who you're , imu .

&the beauty.

10:02 AM

i'm moodless now .
& i just studied and went out .
with yiling&erin . that's all ..
zzz , i don't wan say anymore ..

i dropped tears ,
i'm emo ; it doesn't matter anymore .
i'm true this time , and i'm ..
and baby , that's for true .
you're the one i always miss .
i'll rmb you , i do ..
when you're gone ,
the pieces of my heart are missing you .
imu=x

&the beauty.

7:39 AM

XUETINGGG . CHEERUP !

&the beauty.

6:50 AM

120907 ;

study&study . is wat i can do , and i seriously wanna get the best .
): nth will help me . i've to buck up !

& anyway . i went to Fion's house with Yeeling&Xueting .
for steamboat ^^ so niceeee !
haha , then studies ; piano-ed and then they guitar .
LOL , so fun ! i really miss the times .. so , helped sister to mark her papers ..
those maths paper are atrocious . zzz , anyhow do ! =X kay , we ain't any better .
hahas .

took 72 home , then now studying science again (:
it seems , i've been addicted to science .
all thanks to xueting and yeeling lah ! infulence me .. study science =)

-.- i felt bloody pissed off . when i ever see the same thing .
and i fcuking hate it , allright ? use some , it's still okay .
but so much . like wtf ? zzz , hate to see it *

and ya , i gtg ! STUDYSTUDYSTUDY .
BYE =] takecare all .
loves <33333 .
i miss all my peeps !
Godbless♥

`GWENNDOLYN -
ilu;imu =x

&the beauty.

7:50 AM

100907 ;

okay . and , it's the super tired day . i mugg-ed the whole day , and i realised .. i'm super serious today x( .
& i really want to studyhard .. but i didn't get encouragement .. yet keep kena suan .. hurt .. when a super close fren do tat , not once .. but everytime ):
i really heartpain , just because of wat you said .. i mean , hais .. i don't know .
i just suffered this few days ..

BUT , i'll mug hard . no matter wat , for God (:

some of the pics x(

tireddd .
bye peeps ~

GTG .
TC , LOVESSSS .

`GWENNDOLYN -
imu =x

&the beauty.

8:23 AM

090907 ;

today ? early morning wokeup , met yeeling&xueting . then go their guitar . wah , i walked the whole penesular sia . i think i super pro . lol .
okay , then after that . cabb-ed to church .
so many things recenty happened ,
Lord .. bring me back to you once again .
don't let our friendship falls pls . it's very
hard to overcome this barrel .. thanks ..

Church will always be fun (: with the Spiritual family around ^^

then went to eat with my boyfriend(XUETING) ! took neoprints also . haha , cool sia .
then took bus back amk . meet darling .. she past me things , then i went home .
darling , thanks for accompany :D . loveyou ^^ thanks to xueting&yeeling also ah .

byeeeee there .
takecare all =]

`GWENNDOLYN -
Godlovesher , shelovesGod <333333 .
i promised to walk faithfully under God's lead .
& i'll (:

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ilu =x

&the beauty.

9:24 PM

080907 ;

* Days just pass , my main focus now is study .
i MUST get in thrutrain .
i was so sick yesterday ):
know how much i really need you not ,
it past so longgg liao .. wtf ? i still missyou like hack =l

Yesterday went to meet yeeling&xueting at Bugis . go nationallibrary study . then on the way there , feeling so super weak .. but why my mind just , everything is youyouyou ? i tried to forget ! but i can't . really ..
hais , nevermind .
we went to the library , it's so packed lah . like wtf ? nvm , then we went Mosburger study . we started studying at 3.45pm til 6.03pm . ain't we kind of good ? LOL. like , i vert serious studying sia ! =)

Then ate smth , then went Bugisstreet walkwalk . bought one purple shortdress , to go with skinny on sunday , to church mah =] then , after that cabb-ed home with xueting . cause yeeling meeting kelvin . hahas , toot & toot enjoy hor (: then went cut my frign . WAH , super ugly i tell you .
it's so short plus straight . i anyhow lah , go tell auntie i wan straight frign x.x
now so straight , plus it's so ugly on me ! ): nvmmmm ! i'll wait til my hair grows ! for the time being , don't dare go out =xxxx . scare uh . T_T

Then sent nainu home . she says i'm the best NAIMA . LOL ! how swt can she be ? then i go home myself . reached home , study abit . then bathe then use come then SLP ^^ i know i'm a pig , but can't blame . i'm ILL =/ super xinku lor . aww . hope the illness faster go awayyy ! xD .

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Later going out to register my name with yeeling .
then meet mother&father .
they're back ! i going airport to fetch themm .
ain't i sweet ? (:
MISSYOU ALL x)

TAKECARE ALL =)
GTG .
MISSES & LOVES '
BYEEEEEEEEE <333333 .

`GWENNDOLYN -
imu=x

&the beauty.

8:59 PM

070907 ;

i'm ill once again ): tired ; and shag =/ went hospital at night , then came back home due to not enough bed .. then my mother don't wanna wait , then came home rest instead . hais , very xinku =( .

apologise to Xueting&Yeeling ,
sorry ps you all .
didn't go with you all =l
didn't know i would happen this way ..
sorry !

*When i'm down , when i'm sick ..
When i'm alone , i thought you would be
there for me . and to love me & takecare of me .
concern abt me .. But , eversince we've broken up .
The feeling lost , i felt i stand all ALONE .
yeah ; it's alone . the feeling hurts , but i've no choice .
it's me , myself who chose this way .
can i tell you how i feel ? can i tell you , how much
i really misses you ? )x .
i admit , i misses you much than anybody =/
i do .

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Dear Heavenly Father ,
I pray that you would bless me
and to give me spiritual strenghts .
recover me fast & to let me have
a heathly body . so that i could prepare well ,
for my exams & things . Lord , give me good health ,
to carry out things that must do . To grant your wishes .
I thankyou for cleanning all my Sins away .

Thanks Father .

In Jesus name I pray ;
Amen *

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Gwenn was here , at 11.24am .
She's feeling very weak & shag ):

`GWENNDOLYN -

&& imisses all my buddys;Friends and sisters <33333 .

&the beauty.

7:37 AM

God , i need you right by my side .
i knew you've always been ,
i need you . badly ;

Thanks for the things you've given me ,
Lord ; i thankyou (:

&the beauty.

7:47 AM

040907 ;

i'm waiting by your side ,
for your sms ,
your calls .
so much hope , that you would msg me nor call me ..
yet nth came .
i don't know why ,
yet imu much =x

&the beauty.

5:59 AM

okay , then post will be super long .
cause , it's with alot of PICTURES ~

- a special thanks to ;

jiahui;
eilen;
erin;
yiling;

for really come down to celebrate with me <3 .
thanks much , though it's just watching dvd in a CHAMBER .

thenthen , thanks to

-YEELING
-XUETING

for your nice celebrations ,
and your present =p
LOVES SISTER x)

and , thanks to DARLING ^^
so sweet of you to give me so many presentS !
THANKYOU ~ <33333.

&&
lastly to all my outside friends ;
my church friends ;
teachers' & FAMILY !
all <333333 .

they're so so sweet .
and i received alot of present !
^^ better than last year .
haha .

* i'm so disppointed .
a happybirthday is so difficult from you ?
just a sms or msn me .
will that be so diff ?
hais , utterly sad .
& my heart sink .

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too much photos .
omg , it's on my celebration ,
and also on my birthday :D

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i'm crying .
hardly =l

&the beauty.