♥ Your dearest girl,
HAPPYnewyear , to everyone !
i supposed , to be happy . cause , i've celebrated christmas with my church !
& it's so fun . we been through for a year , spiritual family !
thick & thin . i believed , we'll always go through more . in the future ^^
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***You've the time , you didn't come . you made me waited for every week , just a day . but no , everytime i didn't get what i want to . it's just a small little commitment . But , argh :/ no . i felt kind of thick skin to stay here though , am i really nth ? no , i don't want to lose the relationship i've with you . we been through so much ! really much. BUT , does that can't compare to your little friendship of not even years ?!! i felt REALLY , TERRIBLY SAD. even typing this , makes me wanna cry . i felt so lonely , i felt so left out . ain't we supposed to be the best sister ever ? no . it can't compare to anything . our sistership , IS NTH. yeah , worthless . haha ? i'm just like a dumb fool . thinking that if i treat you real nice , you'll be mine forever to spend with . hah , no ? it's my wilful thinking . lol , so what's th point when your heart is not in it ! I CRIED. listening to the song . really , i felt stupid . all these years are nth. yeah , nth . who been with you through your sad & happy and every moment . who is the one being with you when you need someone ? ME ! but i didn't get anything back but hurt . oh ya , & i don't need credits . i don't think thankyou.. it's useless now .. tears just flowed , but why ? our memories , the time we shared keep on reflashing in my mind . it just felt so treasured . cause ! you're my dearest sis ever . you don't know , i didn't say .
all the best in everything you do . i'll always supports you ,
I love you lastly .
sistership that last in my heart .
&the beauty.
i don't understand you lah -.- don't know what happen also . why suddenly you became like this . zzz :/ anything lah . aiyo .
hey people , pls do come church . & pls don't neglect God because of some personal reasons . cause , He's our one and only saviour . it just hurt me seeing you ppl this way =x
z
i can't control le ! )x
&the beauty.
i'm dying ! ~
seriously . it's just the beginning .
hais :/
&the beauty.
(: yesterday was really a fun day with my spiritual family !
nth can compare toward's God's love & family love .
=] thank God , that i get to know Jesus .
wahahas xD
today went cycling & stuffs at east coast with spiritual family members !
so wonderful & nice .
my most memorial christmas !
MERRYX'MAS ALL ! ^^
&the beauty.
Life's so , empty . just like no point , doing this & that .
but , why ? ain't we supposed to be tgt , happily ?
i know , it's my fault to start this . but why ? can't we go back to how
we used to . i don't get it *
- Yesterday ,
trg in the morning , then swimming at night .
stayed over at ssp .
-Today ,
swimming in the morning , & i'm booking out later .
to meet up with Esther they all =)
finally ! i missed ALL of them ! my spiritual family members ^^
happy birthday Kenneth !
Left ,
troubled .
&the beauty.
Saturday ?
ain't we supposed to enjoy Saturday ,
but it seems like i've to wakeup at 7am everymorning for
everything :/ wah . it's killing me lah ,
trg + work + stuff . think think think .
then every night almost 4am slp but 7am wakeup . powerful ah ..
one day i'll just say goodbye then =x too tired to do anything -
i'm gonna go sch ,
cause friendly against Kranji Girls (:
woah . again ?
allright . then elite ,
then go home , then WORK at night ! T_T
kill me . i don't feel like working , but i've wrote the slot alrdy .
forget it . tahan !
=D gwenn , you can do it !
go for it . next year 2008 , it's the time where i excel .
you can ! strived for 8years alrdy lah , one more year only ! oh my .
can , can !
LEFT ,
8.13am .
loved ;
missed -
&the beauty.
a n ts .
you're the first junior ever , that rejected me .
well , i don't know what's the reason you did this to me .
i'm able to post this , not because i want's everyone to know how bad or whatever fame i wants to . but , just to let you know . the way you're doing things hurts a senior or friend .
not because of anything but friendship . ain't we used to be at least joking , communicating & stuff . but why it became like this ! did i do smth bad to you ? no ? i don't think so . what . what i do ? mind telling me .
i just want you to know , how much you did to me just hurt me as a senior .
i put all my efforts doing cards & candies and stuffs for all of my junior , senior & teamates . BUT , what did you do to me ? you just didn't EVEN apprieciate it & just gave me this look . wow , how cool you're . i just coulden't imagine how you've hurt me lah . :/ i'm not asking for pity in anyway , but it's just too . out of question . oh man , enough . embarrased . you just say , "oh. bu yao , pls don't want " how stupid can that be ?! like . zzz .
end it here .
i'm really thinking it's too ridiculous lah .
oh pls , you know better than me *
&the beauty.
life's killing me ! :/
Dearest .. ):
&the beauty.
I may not promise you i would be with you forever , nor my love for you'll be forever but , my heart loved you since that day (:
I promised to be faithful , & i'll .
=] trying all my best to love you , care abt you .
but sorry if i can't make it , i'll try ! i promised .
&the beauty.
Matthew 7
Judging Others
1"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.
3"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.
6"Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and then turn and tear you to pieces.
(: i won't judge you all .
you all know it yourself ^^
&the beauty.
Life's been fine since the day =)
it been to normal , i nvr felt alone , i nvr felt lonely .
but with you , my life are cheered up .
thanks dearest ,
love you ! :D
&the beauty.
I've given my face , and text-ed you .
with my heart , but you just reply like you didn't want to.
allright , fine . so what you want me to say ?
was it all my fault again ? it been long since we last quarrelled .
i don't want to . i'm not gonnna text you anymore , i'm waiting for your text .
love you sis .
&the beauty.
Dearest , it's killing me ! :(
stress stress stress .
hack it up.
God , help .
&the beauty.
Life Is in the Blood
The blood of Jesus also brings life to us, just as the blood in the physical body carries the life. But flesh with the life thereof, which is the blood thereof, shall ye not eat (Genesis 9:4). Those who do not know the Lord Jesus are dead and have no life in them. Also, those who refuse to accept Christ will never have any life in them.
I urge those who don't accept Christ . do accept Christ , so that you'll have eternal life that God gave .. this verse was found when i was reading the scriptures ..
Lord , i thankyou that i've came to know You . as i go far with You , Lord i pray that i could walk with you all my life , that i've faith in You , that you'll bring and lead me to the best =)
My Lord , My Saviour . God bless all ,
love .
&the beauty.
(: hey ppl . do text me . to meet up ! =D
cause i miss too many ppl , and i owe alot of ppl a date .
wahahas XD . sis owe me a lot of dates alrdy luh .
i won't forget wan ^^
days are fine , maybe can say filled with laughter.
but kind of tireddddd ! cause of trg & matches .. then
reach home aldy 11 + going 12. tired tired tired !
& i miss you =]
Yeeling is currently overseas ,
Xueting will be back tml .
Pam is back ! =p i miss them .
oh ya , went desmond's bbq just now , supposed to be back only by the next day , but my parents ain't happy with it . so , obey them as how i obey the Lord . took a cab home instead :/ home sweet home at 2.33am . may and the rest still over there . hope they have fun ! => unforgettable .
God bless everyone . it's late now ,
5.39am . it's soon going 6am , time reaching the friendly alrdy !
scared though :x anticipating the friendly at 3pm .
oh my ! GOD BLESS ME THEN . i miss all !
nights all .
x) i'm going out to meet XXXXXXXXXXXXXX . sweetdreams .
LOVE <3
tc ,
bye peeps .
i left ,
at 5.41am .
&the beauty.
I'M BACK PPLLLLL .
heh .
went malaysia with my teamates ,
abt 1 week . though xueting didn't go , but i still miss her =D
sis , i miss you too ! thanks for today , a sweet night . you made my day girl !
well , hard to eleborate how much fun i've there .
i lost my shoes , money .. BUT , i still have fun over there with them though i lost those items. nth can buy happiness , :] .
then , happy because i got to know that i've another close friend that we don't use to be . but now , we're close like bird =)
LOL . okay , then .. aiya , had friendly matches and trg .
this year not that tough , ee . have fun in eating & shopping with SAW JIA MIN .
we got the same rooming for the trip ^^
fun leh . scare her is the best ! my good alarm clock . wahahas XD .
photos only have a little , didn't take much photos .
:D i love the trip .
sad , it's the last time to spend with them the time . ):
. i really had fun .
but times can't change ..
gtg , i'm too tired .
cya PEEPS ~
* good that you're good to h .
& i hope this continue . don't harm h.
(: thank .
&the beauty.
